happy Halloween and ...
Currently Listening To : Zhang Feng Qi - Feng Xiang Ai
Time : 10.40 pm

Happy Birthday , Waiting4miracle !!
Hiyee !!back home already ! sorry amelia for mia-ing for so long . =x will talk about that later . anyway , went to the wet market today with my mum . and guess what ? i drop my phone into the toilet bowl . again . hahaha ~ amusing . my mother was angry of course . sinbce this wasn`t the first time already . i can see she`s boiling all over . =x but anyway . after 6 hours of fan-wind , its dry and back in action again !! =D so glad that nth`s wrong with it . cause i havn`t mail the waranty card over to Samsung , and by that , i won`t be able to service it . =\ damn it . camera gt problem now !! can take picture . but the picture will be blur . and now my battery gt ghost . i nv charge , its charging . i charge , its nt charging . damn it . so sad now . just take 1 week only . so many blardy problem .

bloggy ! happy brithday !! 1 year old le !! =D i will never forsake u de ! i will never change ur name just because people might think that it sounded lame or whater . never will i . waiting4miracle will always be my blog name . plus , im truly waiting for my miracle to happen .. haha ~ wo ai ni !! u`ve always been thr whenever im sad , depressed , happy , delighted . [of course , u can never run away .] 1 year le ! i am so proud of uu !! hee ~ this blog will be going far . going international . =x

im only kidding

went supermarket shopping with mum . XD i`ve bought $170 ++ de food . bwaHaha ~ kinda mad hur ? but thr`s simply so many things to buy ! i`ve already try to stop myself from temptation . but .. its definitely nt working . x)

gap starting tmr . will be going to sch with baRlulu . cool . only gt 3 lessons each day . boring . gotta pass my maths gap test ! if not more gap . nono ~ i dowan .

going off already .

lastly ,

Happy 15th Birthday , KianChang !! =D

Happy early birthday , Kc !

Currently Listening To : K One - Tao Hao

Time : 11.30 pm


hiyee . back home already . so tired ! lol . and im feeling tons better already ! thanks to : amelia , huixian , koonann and many more who send their regards . will be getting over it very soon . =) shall biefly talk abt what happen just now bahh .. =)

met up with joycee.kc in da early afternoon and had brunch ! haha ~ was eating alone . =\ those 2 iderts ate already . hmmm .. den played at da arcade ! am improving in the piano game . =D den left for kBox when szekeNg came .

was fun ! lol . sung til i doubt i can sing anymore already . gonna lose my voice by tmr . =D anyway , rrealy had lots of fun lah . kc totally have a tough time trying to upwrap our present . lol . 15 layers of wrapping paper . imagine how tough it was to wrap that stupid present . =x anyway . hope ya like it hur . ;) met mark.teckhua after that . =) ate dinner at lJs . den separated . went Paragon . hee ~ guess ya`ill know why we go thr for bahh .. he was smiling with .. a brunch of gurl waitress when we reach thr . nth to say . =[ blahh .. those gurls . hmph * gt rreally close for a while while he smiled at the customers . >.<" im mad . total madness . shan`t say anymore . blah ..

left at around 11 . so tired now ! been singing da hole day long . haha ~ anyway . thanks kianchang for treating mie ! XD feel like im singing his money away . lol . cause szekeNg treated him , and he promised mie a treat . =P

u seemed so near , and that i can reach for u anytime .. but i know the truth is that i can never reach out for u . no matter what i do . =(

Angels - Christopher Michael Lee
I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take meI know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

+++

Your Song - Christopher Michael Lee
My gift is my song...
and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words...
How wonderful life is, now you're in the world
I sat on the roof and I cant tell for miles
Well some of these verses, well they,
they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting,
but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway, the thing is, what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes, I've ever seen
And you can tell everbody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is, now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is, now you're in the world

christopher

i am sad . i dun even feel like talking abt anything now . i am very very sad . i see him in bottom 2 only , already so sad le . den when see him out .. wahlao . my tears just came down lor . tmd . my maid thr also very sad . see lah . blogging can also make mie so blardy sad . arghh . my father was so shocked to see mie crying . really dunno what to say already . it seemed meaningless to watch singapore idol anymore . no more christopher . no more yingting . didn`t knew that this will affect mie so much . but it did . i should have known that this day will be coming . but i ddn`t know that it will hurt so badly . joycee and i were crying so badly kae . even szekeNg who is a olinder supporter cried lor . it really hurt so damn blardy much . i dun even feel like watching the champion now . everything reminds mie of christopher . especially all those winnie the pooh bears near my bed . so sad . very very sad . i don wanna go for the party anymore . im afraid i will slap leandra thr if i did . i bth already . it`s all ur fault , u bitch . buzz off . go back to ur mother/father`s country . no one wants u in sgp . u are only making mie sad . if u dun get out next episode , im nt supporting sgp idol anymore . thr`s no point , anyway . i am so sad . i dun feel like blogging anymore . tmd . fuck your father , leandra . fuck all ur supporters . and lastly , christopher , i will definitely continue to support u in no matter what u do . i will always be ur no. 1 loyal fan , dun u worry . and i am sure all ur other fans will be supporting u yi zhi dao jiu hou as well . jiay0uz . will be waiting for ur 1st and new album to be out before jerry . i love u .

Call 1900 112 1901 or Sms "1" to 43657 to vote for Christopher Michael Lee

sgp idol !! nicee ~ christopher did sing well what . dun understand y the judges say him til yi1 wen2 bu4 zhi4 .. nvMz .. picture`z time !! XD

[eh . i did sm formating to all the pictures so that they wun look so BIG .. hopefully it works , and the pictures will appear . =) if u wan them . kindly ASK from mie .. all rights reserved . or u can just take from the website like what i did . thank you .]

christopher kinda look so great in this :

my cutiee boy ~ *smiles :

ma stitch XD :

just in case u cant recognise them : [left] jerry , sylvester , taufik , the drag queen from hell x)

the bottom 3 looking so so so tense up :

just for gags !!

we are going to have a b.F . dun u dare provoke mie .[psst .. chris` had sm eyelid problem =x]

eh .. he`s just sleepy . please understand .

look !! its a plane ! no !! its a bird ! no !! its super Yingting !!

that`s all folks !

early post

Currently Listening To : Toploader - Dancing in the moonLight

Thinking Of : who will be eliminated today ?

Time : 6.30 pm


early post ! will be staring into the tv screen for the next 3 hours . so .. blogging first ! x)

today was kinda boring . played games for the first 4 periods of the day . haHa ~ so lamee . talked to sinRui throughout the chem period . =x maThs was lousy . did work , as usual . i can do the ws !! i even teach sinRui how to do it . *proud- played games again during engLish . dose people are so damn violent !! was playing heart attack .. we keep screaming and making alot of noise . ahaHa ~

tmr will be mdm heng`s farewell party !! let us ppppaaaarrrrrttttyyyyyyy !! =x opps- im so mean . laLala ~ will be getting report books in the school hall with everyone else in the sch . oh boy , i dun wanna cry in the hall and let everyone see ! =\ plus , thats too embrassing ! people will be snatching to see each other`s report books . and im so not proud of it . and my picture sucked . oh well , i wonder if anyone will be crying tmr in the hall . for mdm heng , thats it .

will be the last day of sch tmr already . isn`t that totally too fast and furious ? i mean , think of all the major happenings in your life . they just seemed to blast by our eyes , isn`t it ? no more bags with childish badges . no more tying of shoes laces on our bags . no more piak-piak wallet . more revealing clothes . more boybands . heavier hp bills . changing of classes . cliques u used to hang around with are changing already . more cca`s ! more hatred between the seniors and stuck-up juniors . oh well .. i guess that`s part of our livs . but .. it`s changing quicker than i thought already ! stop it , time !! i want everything to turn back to 2003 . i prefer that kinda life .. =) but i`m definitely dreaming . time for school , yingting ~

anyway ~ back to whatever happen today . went out with joycee.lecia . to buy sth for someone . =) it took real fast . cause lecia was rreli concerned abt it lah . =PpPp and im gonna wrap it . yipee ! my favourite job . x) saw bihui ! ahh ~ pretty gurl already . x)

nth to blog le . gonna find sth to eat . no more eggs for mie already . XP

yours truly will be back later definitely . to update abt singapore idol and pictures !! XD shall be in another post . my blog is getting longer and longer already . and i dowan so many scrollbars in my bar , they kinda mess tings up . so .. bear with the crazy fan of blogging !! (^___^)

am i happy now ?

boringggg ~

Currently Listening To : Liang Jing Ru - Dui Bu Qi , Wo Ai Ni

Time : 9.41 pm


hello . =) sch was fine today . sorry rakceNt for making u come sch for nth . lol . maths was boring . did some stupid maths ws . watched da guys play DaiDee during cme . watched the finale of Chicken Run during engLish . haHa ~ den left for dental le . =) was rushing like mad , okie ! reached thr on da spot . 11.15 am . haha ~ nth much . my teeth hurts now . a few days cannot eat chewy stuff le . damn .

open house tmr !! (o.O) must go sch so early . sickening . hopefully it will be enjoyable . singing that jungle song . hur hur ~ amusing . and hopefully things will end early . i dun wanna stay in sch and rot . XD

we don`t even talk at all . is this the end ?

i`ve waited down the lines of green and blue , just to be the next with u

Currently Listening To : Ashlee Simpson - Undiscovered

Time : 10. 00pm


hiyee .. im back ! =) was bathing just now , and smone`s complaining i too a hell long time . its so not long okie ! it`s just 1/2 hr . x)

sch was fine today. was playing daidee , bluff , murderer all the way til it was time for use your hand campaign .. =) all thanks to chungheng for lending mie da cards !! =D and sorry for calling chuengheng to john . i spaced out suddenly . anyway , the campaign was fairly finee .. or very fine . partically did nth but clean my table .. and try very hard to remove the "mi jia le autograph session" sticker from my table , and hid it . and put it back again after the campaign . XD anyway .. whoever who is gonna use my table next year .. u better keep the green sticker on the table , where u saw it . and not do any scribbling to it . dun ever ting of using it to write ans of ur tests onto it , i tell u . i`ll haunt u . made siewseNg nt teach us chem after that .. XD played murderer again .. lol .. my class`s going crazy . anyway .. 100% pass for engLish !! =D siewseNg said that if by thursday , we didnt get any call from her . we are safe .. promoting to sec 4 express !! ^___^ hopefully no one will get the call .. everyone , unplug ur telephone wires noww !! one more ting . 3j + 3i will be combining powers according to our standard of maths + science . that totally sucked . i dowan combine !! =\ i mean , its like , im starting to enjoy my class alot already .. and now they are trying to separate us . its like , separating us into different classes last year had already did alot of irreversible changes . now .. even worse . hah ~ i dun even want to talk about that . hopefully siewseNg was only kidding us .

anyway . went job-hunting with lecia . again . >.<" seems like we`ve nth better to do . ahaha ~ went town . tried out with the hotels . hmmm . only gt through with the hywatt or hwatt or whatever ! hotel . huixian`s working thr ! =] its the only hotel which didnt reject us after knowing our ages . =.= the receptions from all the hotels were rreally nicee . although we aint going to book a room or sth , they still very friendly and nicee .. =) great service . had KFC for lunch . not bad . the tom yam chicken are worth trying definitely . =) i totally pigged out today . damn it .

i wan the PC link cable !! its .. $48 . nt bad lahh hur ? shall buy it IF i`ve gt a job . x)

im currently working as cheecHai`s servant now . i dun even know what`s my post and what i`m supposed to do . but the pay ain`t bad . $10 per 2 hours . lol .. starting tmr .. =)

=.=" i am so kidding when i said that .

disappears when u`re around __ totally

new phone new phone !!

Currently Listening To : Jiang Mei Qi - Zui Mei

Time : 7.40 pm


i`ve gt a new phone !! XD

dear Nokia 3100 :

we sure do have alot of good times together . but im sorry to say , its time for u to go .. =) go into my mum`s arms . im "reluctant" to let u go . but i`ve got no choice . rreally ! i will definitely miss the old times . when i fell down together with u in front of the school compound , and that cause u to have a permanent scar and i doubt any telephone store will want to accept u , anyway ~ ahem* back to saying sorry . i will definitely remember the time mrs Hwang confiscated u because of the ringing sound . and it was on MY birthday . i will also remember that .. okie . no more memories . =x oh ya oh ya !! i will also remember that my "virgin" time voting for Christopher is using u !! ain`t that so memorable !! x) anyway , rest in peace . i will definitely miss u . =D

anyway .. i`ve gt Samsung E600C !! i rreally plead for that phone , kae . must rreally cherish it . wasted so much times and that aunty`s leaftlets . =x i hate that horse-faced salesman over at Parkway`s M1 . he totally sucked . he fibbed to my mum that the phone will cause $398 with trade-in of 7250 . hello ?! that phone is not made of whatever gold kae !! it wun cause that much !! but anway , the other guy was nicer .. =) the phone cause $98 only . without trade-in !! XD so cheap . =x

had finger-food dinner . *burps- okie . i am so back to dieting again . by mother just commented that i look fatter already . (O.O) damn it . no more recess for mie . light lunch . very light dinner . lots of water . =) tads all !! no more tidbits for miee .. NO MORE !! don`t even think of trying to stop mie into getting a diet . its going to be a STICT one this time . cause holidays coming .. and .. that will mean MORE PIGGYING OUT !! especially during autograph sessions` lining up . =(

tmr`s gonna be the last week of school already . that`s fast . gonna prevent going out tooooo often . i need to save up already . =) ting it`s gonna be job-hunting all the way . haha ~ im afraid to get back report books . i guess i`ll be able to promote . but im terrified for my friends . =( nt all of them have results that can definitely sercure a seat at new block . so .. good luck guys !! sec 4 express'o5 , here we come !! =D

i am indeed flattered ____

Ma J`r no. 2 !!

Currently Listening To : Pan Wei Bo - Wo Rang Ni Zuo le<>
Thinking Of : J`r no. 2

Time : 11.00 pm


went job-hunting together with leCia today . x) im wearing pants for the first tym since God knows when . ahaha ~ ameLia msged mie around early afternoon to complain that her present was crumpled already . lol .. relax , dear . =P

i felt very bad .. i doubt anyone can be rejected that badly like us . =( its always either abt our age [what`s wrong with being 15 ?!] or they just put up the "help wanted" sign for fun or the post has already been taken or they only want full-time . arghh !! seriously , i dun ting being 15 is wrong . plus lecia.mie DO look mature . =D so what`s the problem , man ! nvMz .. *grumbles- i dun mind being rejected all the time . i DONT MIND AT ALL .

had dinner at lJs . i seriously cant finish the JUNIOR flish platter tingy . cant even finish 1 whole fish platter . =x

anyway .. totally walked the whole town today . x) if u`re looking for a full-time job .. and u`re 16 and above .. town`s a great place for finding jobs . trust mieee .

was walking around Paragon trying to find jobs . then !! GUESS WHAT ?! that yandao , J`r lookalike is still working at Spageddies !! XD believe mie , lecia.mie went totally crazy over him . was sitting in front of that i-am-so-not-going-to-move pond staring at him . he`s still da same , da Papers ! =x same hairstyle . same size . [i kinda mean he didnt grow fat or anything .] same ear-stut . same apron . [of course .] working at the same area . [the left side of the resturant] still got no good position in the resturant . still the water boy . still wearing that white shirt inside his uniform . same dimple !! and lastly , still as cute and adorable . x) ahahahahahahahahahahaha ~ today we found out more things about him .

he`s right-handed

his smile was very force-ful towards customers

he`s always wiping cups !!

he`s friendly towards his fellow waiters

i think he knew we`re staring at him .

XD

anyway ~ bought a new bag today . cant resist . x) been long since i last bought sth for myself . a real cutie .. XD

went back to Paragon after doing so . wonder what time he go home . *ponder- had to leave when it was about 10 . =( i hate my mother . why is my curfew that early ?! stupid .. this is the bad thing about being the only child . its either your parents will be totally strict . or toally relax . mine`s definitely strict to a certain extent . =\

gonna stay at home tmr , i guess . maybe going out with Ma to get new phone . but hey , she`s always fibbing to mie . doubt i trusted her much this time , anyway . im learning to be on my guard always , already .

anyway .. i found the title of the Olympus Digital Camera song !!!

Westlife - To Be With You

[psst ! i changed all the she to he , etc. =P]

Hold on little boy

show me what she's done to you

Stand up little boy

A broken heart can't be that bad

when it's through, it's through

Fate will twist the both of you

So come on baby come on over

Let me be the one to show you

***

I'm the one who wants to be with you

Deep inside I hope you feel it too

Waited on a line of greens and blues

Just to be the next to be with you

***

Build up your confidence

So you can be on top for once

Wake up who cares about

Little girls that talk too much

I seen it all go down

Your game of love was all rained out

So come on baby, come on over

Let me be the one to hold you

Why be alone when we can be together baby

You can make my life worthwile

and I can make you start to smile

when dreams can never change to reality ___

before i forget to post them again .. x)

Yingtina Christopher Zhang Ying Ting Network [all rights reserved] proudly present ..




K*one !! [mostly j`r] from Yin Wei Ai clips !!!!! XD

i just have to post this .. he looked so cutee . and so is the cat XD

oh ya .. his gurlfriend ..

=P

MAIA !! how come ?!

Currently Listening To : Ashlee Simpson - Undiscovered

Thinking Of : sgp seriously cant vote AT ALL

Time : 9.15 pm


no school today .. choir was so boring . regreted waking up on time and going for choir just a few mins late . totaly waste of my slping time , man .. was supposed to meet szekeNg.joyCe at 8.15 .. but those pigs woke up late >.<" so went up going school by myself . haha .. had been owing choir fund for 3 mths already . that`s cool . explains how long since i`ve been to choir . XD went through all da open house songs . blahh .. shuNwei.weNna.sHijin came for choir !! awWw ~ missed them . been long since i last saw them .. haHa ~ they make mie miss mr liew . =\ choir ended 1o mins late !! >=(

went amelia`s house after that . heavy rain . kelly was there too .. =) tried out da cake .. kelly.mie did most of the work .. while amelia talk on da fone .. =x *opps- the cake didn`t came out well !! =( oh well .. it was because we can`t beat the cake .. and we beat it manually for too long . my mother tell mie the cake must be beaten for a short while and quickly .. cannot have too much oxygen in it . so .. it will actually turn out right with the beater . automatic one , of course . =x my mother tried 4 times before the cake came out right .. we should be happy that our cake at least taste like a cheecake .. although it don`t look / feel like onee . =x made cookies instead .. i did sth wrong !! and that became my one and only batter .. ahaha ~ kelly`s mixture was so mushy and wet .. horrible . =x but da outcome wasn`t that bad lahh . huiXian came over as well , btw . amelia.megan`s batter looked da best .. and the outcome was the best , of course .. tried to bake my yingting batter .. it came out looking the same as i had put it in before baking . just that it was warm . ='( but hey .. it might taste nice , okie . it`s just that no one dare to try it . XP went home shortly after that , bringin some of amelia`s cookies home . thanks , gurl ! my parents said that they were good .. go open one famous amelia bahh (^.-)

'voted for christopher trice .. =P once with my own hp .. one with my room phone . the last one with my dad`s handphone .. it`s his fault . y for put it on the table ?! make mie give into temptation and voted for Chris again . =P im wasting so much $$ on him . thank God he didn`t let mie down .

maia .. out ?! omg .. how come ?! i was there relaxing when i saw that christopher was in the same group as sylvester and maia . they always are safe , most of the time .. but ?! hello ?! ting gurmit read wrongly lahh .. it should be Group B that should be the bottom 3 !! nt Group A !! christopher.sylvester.maia shouldn`t be at the bottom !! they sang the best last night okie !! i was so proud of Christopher .. and yet sgp voted him to the bottom .. singapore is indeed dumb . very dumb . always vote for the wrong people . maia can really sing , kae . and she`s real sexy . plus she`s very pretty too . how come let her go out .. idiotic ! arghh arghh .. it should be leandrea or maybe taufik .. haihaihai* one more good singer get eliminated like that .

going out with leCia tmr , i ting . x)

Tribute to Maia Lee

Christopher Michael Lee =P [whenever a sgp idol final ends , there`s gonna be shots of him .]

Niunai`s famous bunny teeth lookalike

and another one

hands off , leandrea !! he`s already taken by MIE !!!

no more Maia =(

call 1900 112 9102 or message 2 to 43657 to vote for da future Singapore Idol

Currently Listening To : Vivian Hsu - Wo ai ni Wo ai ni Wo au ni Wo ai ni

Thinking Of : christopher !!

Time : 9.00 pm


sch was fine .. had free periods before recess all the way . hahaa ~ what can i say ? it was definitely great .. "chinese" was fine , i guess .. keep quarrelling with cheecHai . ahaha ~ that idiot . mr went gor operation , just in case some people don`t know .. poor ting .. will only be back by 2005 .. get well soon , mr ong ! =)

don`t remember what happen after recess .

went parkway with barlulu after deciding for a long time .. huixian kenna pulled to band by stupid mark da drum major !! =( missed ya , gurl .. ate yosHi . seemed like ages since i last touch sth from yosHi . haha .. walked around .. with mPh to read da "teen miracles" . its a really good book . [ameLia : toldcha it was a good book =P] go read or buy it .. =) had choc chip ice cream !! =D bought more marshmallows as nice cheecHai had finished dem all for mie .. went home shortly after that ..

christopher christopher !! XD oh gawk .. he sung so well today !! sharks .. i sound like im a crazy fanatic over him .. but .. =D gotta admits .. bwaHaha ~ so what if he can only sings this genre of music ? the same ting applies to maia as well .. she can only sing "moving" music .. and it`s nicee .. XP vote for chris !! vote for chris !! anyway .. sylvester dyed back his hair !! =( nt nicee !! golden better !! i prefer that color so much better can ! =\ leanDrea and taufik`s weak this week ! good luck ~ =x

TORO IS SO CUTEE !!! omg !!! awWww !! i was so smiling sheepishly into da tv .. =.=" my mum thot i was crazy .. but .. he`s so cutee in that specs !! xie jia jun ~ *grins* fiona xie .. -.- i kinda cant stand the way she acts anymore .. *goosebumps- toro so cuteeeee !! but he really need to work on his bod .. it looked so flat . =x so niceee ~

recently mediacorp had became so nicee .. first they have xiao hua xiao cao .. den sgp idol which made everyone go crazy .. and now they ask taiwan artistes to come sgp to act !! XD i love mediacorp !! i truly do .. =P cant wait for this drama to end .. i wanna go out .. =x blahh blahh ~

choir inda morning tmr .. sickening .. will be heading amelia`s house after that .. kelly will be thr too !! *squeaks- =x will be baking stuffs .. cool ~ can hardly wait for choir to end .. and to go amelia`s house . =x

okie .. gonna bathe .. taTa guys .. christopher rawks !! and so does toro !! ^____^ sharks .. my maid`s stuck in da toilet and is refusing to come out .. damn her .. nvm . let mie continue blogging .. =)

life`s kinda getting more and more boring already .. we keep looking forward to the future .. and when the so-called future come .. we get so sick of doing the same thing over and over again .. >.<" what`s wrong with us human beings man .. can never get us contented in anything .. i don`t it that way ..

can i know what`s wrong ? nahh .. i doubt so .. u never had confined anything to mie before . but .. i really am interested in what`s going on .. why that glum face everyday ? why the cold shoulders ? think it must have been something i did or said . but what was it ? u won`t say anything , obviously .. always the constant answer of "nothing" .. but there`s definitely something wrong .. felt so stressed up whem u`re nearby .. like , by moving just a tiny little inch .. will make u angry , or maybe say something nasty about mie . i don`t know .. that`s just how i felt .. im not being pessimistic .. but things are just like the way i thought of .

my tummy hurts .

i am not in depression mood

Currently Listening To : Zhou Chuan Xiong - Hasayaki =.="

Time : 9.30 pm


hey .. wednesday today .. nth much happen .. sch was finee .. had a great time sleeping .. and yangBoon ? i am so not a pig .. im just too obsessed in sleeping to care abt u .. =x

andy.rakceNt both commented that i am extremely quiet and seemed depressed recently .. do i really ? sorry then .. got too much problems in my mind and head already .. the cheerful yingting will be back soon .. =) haha ~

was supposed to find jobs with amelia.huixian.kooNann and gang .. but hey .. i`ve got nicee and fun and enjoyable and interesting , and which is definitely nt a waste of tym choir .. >.<" anyway , they helped mie register !! awWww ~ thanks guys !! =D

choir totally sucked .. i got kicked out 5 mins before da break along with szekeng.joyCe just because they were playing .. and i were hicupping .. so i couldn`t sing .. hello ?! slut !! u go ahead and try singing while having hicupps .. anyway ~ mrs kong , mdm yong had been giving us faces all da while .. whatever ~ oh well .. choir`s really boring .. x) tad conductor [mind u , i dun eben noe her blardy name =x] had a lousy sense of humor .. i dun even noe how in da world can da others find it farnie .. and i just can`t take it .. she kicked mie out of da pac .. >.<" *bu fu qi

ren wo au you seemed nicee !! XD but no yan xing shu + toro nehh .. gt huai en !!! HE IS SO CUTEE !! i like da way he dresses .. x) but his acting nt very good lahh .. but hey , he`s a beginner .. dun complain !! XP he is so so so cutee .. sharks .. wad`s his name in da show again ? nvMz .. toro faster come out out out !! i command uu !!

i wrote a letter for eu .. but i just cant pluck out da courage to just simply pass it to u .. or maybe .. i should say that i`ve forgotten .. and i rather just let it end like that .. i know this ain`t right .. but i simply don`t know how to face it , same applies to u

i don`t know what i did wrong .. but obviously it seemed wrong .. and i am making people to dislike mie .. or maybe , hate .. im not being paranoid .. i just feel that .. they definitely know sth about mie which i didn`t know .. and perhaps , i will never want to know abt it .. as i`ve got this strange feeling that it will hurt mie .. deeply

thanks szekeNg for lending mie your ears .. =) rreally glad for that .. *hugg

=(

i`ve learnt sth from yu qing wei liao !! da motto of da show is ..

are u ready ?

are u sureee ..?

that is ......

*rolls drums

always go to da lawyers and ting of your will

u`ll never know when u`re gonna die

=.=

this is 1 nice show >.<"

ren wo au you`s up next ..

cant wait !!

tuesDay .. =)

Currently Listening To : Ashlee Simpson - Love mie for Mie

Time : 9.15 pm


hiyee .. com`s alot better already .. thank god .. but .. my winAmp went crazy !! >=( it suddenly disappears cause i deleted da set-ups away .. =x so i have to re-dl it .. and re-put my songs inside .. hah ~ amusing .. had so much trouble doing it can !! peep keep msging mie .. and my memory just disappears .. and this happens quite a no. of times , mind eu .. sickening !!

anyway , sch was fine today , i guessed .. I CLEARED SEC 3 !! IM PROMOTING TO SEC 4 !! XD okie .. don`t get jealous .. =x nahh ~ was just kidding .. passed english eOy .. in fact , whole class did .. =) tads so great !! but must add in da past months` work and all .. some might nt still do well bahh .. oh well .. i guessed almost everyone did .. =) so happy .. plus i`ve gt 3 other passes .. so .. congrats sec 3i'o4 peep !! ^___^

6 were absent from sch today . haha ~ teachers noticed , of course .. but most of them kept quiet lahh .. if they can produce mCs .. what can they do ? lol .. ms ong is sucha bimbo .. [eh .. although she don`t rreally have da looks .. but i guess i can use this word to describe her] she actually forgot that she had lessons with us .. and happily stayed in da staffroom calculating our results .. =.= cutee hur ? and she blamed us for not calling her up for lessons .. nicee .. whatever ~ XD i passed f&n on da point anyway .. bwaHaha ~

went out with barlulu today !! haha .. went town to get her darling`s present lor .. =( saw koonAnn and gang .. haHa ~ da pon gang .. lol .. dose delingquents [dunno how da spell lahh =x] .. den had lunch .. and walk and walk and walk .. anyway .. peep , go down to heeren`s mini toons .. they are having so many marshmallows !! so many so many !! all different kinds !! all different colours !!! new flavours !!! so .. i bought alot .. =x hmmm .. met spencer after that .. haha ~ den nth much le bahh ..?

weiyi`s house warming on thursday .. haHa ~ ting i might be tagging along with barlulu .. =x den friday`s promotion day .. but i still have to go back to da blardy sch .. isnt that great ..? *smiles sweetly* im going to sch when everyone`s slping in da comfort of their homes .. isn`r that terrific ? awwWw ~ i love choir man .. might be going barlulu`s hse after that for cookies .. XD

im getting tired of this , man .. but how can i get out of this terrible mess ? there seemed to be no way to repair this .. maybe there might .. but neither u or i am trying to do so ..

MonDay
Time : 9.40 pm

okie .. bloggin tym ! =) sth`s wrong with ma ie !! i cant open blogger or delete any emails .. arghh- nvMz ... gt super cHai help mie bloggy !! lol .. gonna make it fast .. =D
sch was fine today .. no chinese no chemistry .. bwaHaha ~ nicee hur ? =P got back all ma results already .. except for engLish paper 1 .. =( failed quite a no. of exams lahh .. am so disappointed with maself ..
engLish : pass
maThs : f9
chiNese : b4
huMans : c6
pOa : d7
science : f9
f&n : f9

hUrhUr .. nice ritee ? i nv do THIS badly before for my entire life can .. sighh .. thot i could do better onee .. but .. dunno what happen to mie lahh .. like so bo xim to studee .. den now do so terribly .. and den cai regret like mad .. grRrr ~ y is it always a routine ? sickening .. scared i cannot promote siaa .. do so blardy badly .. i eben fail pOa for godness sake .. =.=" suan le .. no pt crying over spilt milk .. haHa ~
nth much happen today , i guess .. sch was kinda boring .. =\
oh ya .. gt scolded by mdm/mrs yong this morning .. oh man , she looked as if her eye balls were abt to pop out any moment .. tad .. dog !! =x she eben scolded szeKeng "u are so blardy rude !" tad .. tad .. >.<" and !! she forced us to rite on pieces of paper tad we will be going for ALL choir practises or else , bye bye to choir ~ wtf ?! she was forcing us okie !! we gt our rights to choose whatever we wanted .. but hey , she forced us .. and she kept demanding da reasons for us not going for so many practises .. hello ?! do u have anything for us to do in choir tad can keep us going ? *negative response* so how do u expect us to go for ur choir ? argh- and her eyes .. i tell u .. its eben scarier den sadako`s .. i should have put my hands beneath it .. just in case they would fall off .. okie .. enuff complaining ..
gt nth to say le ..
thanks cheechai =)

at lecia`s house now ..

Currently Listening To : Wilber - Yuan Xing

Time : 6.45 pm


arlow !! i am at lecia`s house now using her computer [obviously ..] hahaha ~ huixian.kaiwen are here as well .. haha .. we are waiting for pizzas !! lol .. so slow one ..

was at amelia`s house just now .. cause amelia was grounded .. lol .. played monopoly .. =.= like sm old women gt nth to do at home litat .. lol .. den drink tea .. play old women`s game .. lol .. so bo liao .. den left for lecia`s house cause amelia and family going to hospital visit grandma .. haha ..

nth much le bahh .. gt nth to update liao .. taTa ~ =D

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[EDIT]hiyEe .. i am back home .. lol .. =) pizzas finally arrived after ages .. after huixian.kaiwen called twice to rush them .. haha ~ was great .. i dun regret .. hahaha ~ watched tv .. gt sgp idol encore !! XD so sad tad we missed da results show of when beverly.jeassea left .. da mtv was great .. da one when they were students .. so cutee ! and daphne flirted with MY christopher .. chris actually made her smile .. gave her a muffin .. (T.T) david looked so cutee !! lol .. with tad shirt totally tucked in .. unstyled hair .. and arglie specs .. hahaha ~ and sylvester ..? XD maia was cutee too .. arghh ~ i cant sign into mySpace !! =( if not i`ll be watching tad mtv again and again .. sickening .. hu can lend mie ur id + password ..? =D[/EDIT]

i totally hate cheecHai`s nick .. but hey , he was right .. and so am i .. =\

JERRY`S OUT !! XD


Time : 9.2 pm

Hi guys! Wow... Another week already huh! Man oh man its getting faster and faster! I'm writing this on the 12/10 Monday yeah... We just filmed our music video for this Thursday today... really fun!


Fuqua had a fro... and so did Oli... I on the other hand was given a long haired wig that left me looking like some drag queen from hell :P haha... Mind my language :P ah well... That with the sequins and big collars and tight shirts and bell-bottoms and psychedelic colours :p Fantastic yeah!


Seeing David go last week reinforced the fact that one of us will go each week... and that there is NO WAY of knowing who will go. It made an impact on me... like a wake up call... To cherish each moment I have in this competition and take nothing for granted. This is an awesome journey!


The flu bug that has been going around within the idol camp is slowly dying out yeah... I've still got a bit of phlegm in my lungs... was suffering from bronchitis? Bronchitis? haha... yeah... for the past 2 weeks... so its a nice change to be able to breathe ok once again. Thank you for your prayers for our health guys!


The Lime Birthday Party that we attended on Saturday was AWESOME!!!! The fans that were there SCREAMED SO LOUD! we had trouble talking to each other up on the stage.


I'd like to take this opportunity to thank all my fans out there. Forgive me for the slow replies on Friendster yeah... still have another 200 to reply :P haha... also been so very busy... but thank you for your patience too! YOU GUYS NEVER FAIL TO INSPIRE ME! and thank you for being there for me yeah! I AM SO APPRECIATIVE TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU!


I hope that I'll be able to write for u guys here again next week yeah!


Enjoy DISCO!!

Till then...Take Care n God Bless!!

Love,Chris

isn`t he sweeeeeet ? XD he`s safe !! woOo .. so happy .. i didnt waste 5o cents again !! =D jerry`s finally out .. *cheers- da day im waiting for !! so im gonna conitnue watch spg idol !! wooooOooo ~ christopher .. he`s so cutee .. he`ve gt friendster ?! how come i search christopher but i see no him .. =.=" all fc only .. sob sob .. nvMz .. i WILL continue to find his a/c de !! he looked so cutee in tad "mao wang" costume !! kinda look like stitch from lilo and stitch ritee .. cause stitch also gt tad costume .. and he loves elvis .. hahahahaha ~

boring friday

Currently Listening To : Maroon 5 - This Love

Time : 8.00 pm


nth much happen today

i don wanna tok about anything

everything`s wrong ..

downright wrong ..

cant belief i can actually survive til today

shouldn`t i be dead already ?