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Time : 9.30 pm


Happy birthday , stefaNie !!

nth much abt sch today .. spend the hole day doing stefaNie's card .. and cHai keep laffing at the neoprint of stef i paste thr .. okie .. i admitt it was weird .. lol ..

left for orchard after sch .. den ate at nyDc .. da food was great .. but the servings were too huge lahh .. all of us were almost brusting after da meal .. den da service thr suck .. we waited outside for a hell long tym and da waiters ignore us .. heyy !! we might be student , but we`ve gt money okie !! dun see us no up .. especially tad farhan guy .. he was .. rude !! tok to us like .. we little kids litat .. den show attitude siaa .. wrote on da comment card b4 we left .. den was like tinging .. wth was his name den ameLia very enthu ..

lia : i noe i noe !! is farhan !!

she was practically shouting okie .. and i ting tad guy heard .. lol .. gave his a "yucks!" grading .. bwaHaha ~ ran off from da wheellock right after tad .. lol ..

took neoprints , was fun .. =) den .. ehh .. i dun remember le ..

went to da supermarket with lia.xian .. haHa ~ was fun .. firstym buy these kinda food from supermarket w/o our parents .. realised tad veggie was rreli cheap .. and we tried out da f&n way to choose da chicken .. den xian.mie keep poking da breasts .. =x opps* lol ..

went hm and tried out my recipe .. was doing everyting in a fast-forward manner .. and i finished early .. buden .. the chiken wasn`t very gr8t lahh .. da appearance was .. ok .. ting da macadamia nut kinda spoil da hole ting .. lol .. den hmmMm .. nth le !! okie .. gtg .. go bathe .. i stink like hell .. den must do da tym plan for just now da activity !! oh boy .. whish mie luck for tmr de practical pleasee !! and pray god tad my chicken wun gt charred .. thanks alot .. *amen* *omituofuo* okie .. im free-thinker .. so im free to say any prayers .. XD

enuff crapping .. byeee !!

i`ve been looking for uu near and far .. but whr`re u ?

had a gr8t time .. =D

Currently Listening To : Tata ypung - Crush On You

Time : 9.30 pm


yo .. =) am in a blogging mood today .. so .. long post !! bwaHaha ~

buddhist studies test was l a m e .. dun ting i'll do well lahh .. haHa ~ no moral qNz onee .. all abt de buddhda`s .. haHa ~

chiNese paPer onee sucked .. but i-mei was gr8t lahh .. she gave us a qN on zhangfengQi .. which i did w/o tingin twice .. i dun mind failing for him .. XD the compo was tough .. all is "do u agree" essays .. tough .. did da one on our prime minister .. haHa ~ hope can pass bah .. ^___^

recess .. was .. ok , i guess .. nth much

cMe was cool .. keep playing with magGie's tamagotcHi .. so cutee !! den seiyu [or however it`s supposed to be spelled as] go and quarrel with i-mei .. WUHA !! =x opps* real cool , dude !! our zhong hua ying xiong .. =D but he ended up in the dc , btw ~ lol .. but he`s still our good o` hero .. lol ..

he came back and fight with koonaNn and gang .. lol .. he ended up crying .. >.<" den like .. oMg ~ i`ve nth to say .. was too busy listening to my darling j`r singing "bei ying" .. lol .. siewseNg came and all da fun was spoilt .. den she did chem .. =.=

waited for lia.xian in da canteen .. den play play play .. den stefanie drop a pearl at dunno whr .. lol .. den went to da toilet to kinda find it .. =x den wait outside .. den waiYi walk pass .. MY BADGE !! he still hang til so happy siaa !! chased him to da sch gate .. den saw cHai.kianloOng.chengLong .. dey go watch movie .. by chengLong .. lol .. [i meant da real chengLong] den cHai mie go .. =.= while kianloOng said "ni gan jiao kong Long qu arhh ?" arghh- si kianLoong ..
den sth happened .. nt very sure myself , though .. [hx : dowan cry again le wor .. =P if nt i piak piak uu]

left for my hse .. den did sm rreli stupid aciton in da bus .. and i ting xianNeng and gang saw .. >.<" oh nooOooo ~ *cover face- den slack around at my hse .. den keep using computer .. =.= had duels` with ameLia[to be read fastly]sim [u noee .. maksim ? =x lol ..].. my singing was horrible lahh .. but hey , nt bad le .. i is read notes onee .. BWAHAHA !! den slack slack slack .. nth much lahh .. =)

i have to acknowledge sm peep :

-sweeYim :: thansk for lending mie ur dictionary !! =D & sorry for causing u to be late .. SORRY !!

-engHua :: kOr !! thanks for going around asking peep to lend mie dictionaries ..

-stefanie :: thanks for asking ur friend !!

-kiancHang :: thanks for intending to lend mie ur dictionary ..

-rakceNt :: thanks for intending as well , and sorry for waking u up .. =x

-ameLia :: thanks for intending to bring too !! *muack

-sinRui :: thanks for bringin the dictionary !!

-williaMz paPa :: thanks for helping out with my recipe !! =D

okie .. im done .. back to my f&n projct again .. wish mie luck .. (^.-)

wishing for my that special miracle to happen soon ..

had a gr8t time .. =D

Currently Listening To : Tata ypung - Crush On You

Time : 9.30 pm


yo .. =) am in a blogging mood today .. so .. long post !! bwaHaha ~

buddhist studies test was l a m e .. dun ting i'll do well lahh .. haHa ~ no moral qNz onee .. all abt de buddhda`s .. haHa ~

chiNese paPer onee sucked .. but i-mei was gr8t lahh .. she gave us a qN on zhangfengQi .. which i did w/o tingin twice .. i dun mind failing for him .. XD the compo was tough .. all is "do u agree" essays .. tough .. did da one on our prime minister .. haHa ~ hope can pass bah .. ^___^

recess .. was .. ok , i guess .. nth much

cMe was cool .. keep playing with magGie's tamagotcHi .. so cutee !! den seiyu [or however it`s supposed to be spelled as] go and quarrel with i-mei .. WUHA !! =x opps* real cool , dude !! our zhong hua ying xiong .. =D but he ended up in the dc , btw ~ lol .. but he`s still our good o` hero .. lol ..

he came back and fight with koonaNn and gang .. lol .. he ended up crying .. >.<" den like .. oMg ~ i`ve nth to say .. was too busy listening to my darling j`r singing "bei ying" .. lol .. siewseNg came and all da fun was spoilt .. den she did chem .. =.=

waited for lia.xian in da canteen .. den play play play .. den stefanie drop a pearl at dunno whr .. lol .. den went to da toilet to kinda find it .. =x den wait outside .. den waiYi walk pass .. MY BADGE !! he still hang til so happy siaa !! chased him to da sch gate .. den saw cHai.kianloOng.chengLong .. dey go watch movie .. by chengLong .. lol .. [i meant da real chengLong] den cHai mie go .. =.= while kianloOng said "ni gan jiao kong Long qu arhh ?" arghh- si kianLoong ..
den sth happened .. nt very sure myself , though .. [hx : dowan cry again le wor .. =P if nt i piak piak uu]

left for my hse .. den did sm rreli stupid aciton in da bus .. and i ting xianNeng and gang saw .. >.<" oh nooOooo ~ *cover face- den slack around at my hse .. den keep using computer .. =.= had duels` with ameLia[to be read fastly]sim [u noee .. maksim ? =x lol ..].. my singing was horrible lahh .. but hey , nt bad le .. i is read notes onee .. BWAHAHA !! den slack slack slack .. nth much lahh .. =)

i have to acknowledge sm peep :

-sweeYim :: thansk for lending mie ur dictionary !! =D & sorry for causing u to be late .. SORRY !!

-engHua :: kOr !! thanks for going around asking peep to lend mie dictionaries ..

-stefanie :: thanks for asking ur friend !!

-kiancHang :: thanks for intending to lend mie ur dictionary ..

-rakceNt :: thanks for intending as well , and sorry for waking u up .. =x

-ameLia :: thanks for intending to bring too !! *muack

-sinRui :: thanks for bringin the dictionary !!

-williaMz paPa :: thanks for helping out with my recipe !! =D

okie .. im done .. back to my f&n projct again .. wish mie luck .. (^.-)

wishing for my that special miracle to happen soon ..

start of end-year exam

Listening to : Linsday Lohan - I decide

Time : 7.45 pm



hiyEe .. hmMm .. had had english papers today .. was not confident for my paper 1 bahh .. wanted to write the arguementive writing at first , but realised tad thr`s too mich risks .. haHa ~ writen situation writing instead .. =D
paPer 2 was .. >.<" toughh .. arghh `- si mr woNg .. set so tough da paper .. ahHhh !!
sch was fine today , i guess .. no much lesson .. bwaHaha ~ stayed in sch to wait for .. no onee .. taught stefanie sm pOa .. haHa ~ den left ..
da gurls came over .. =.= stupid siaa .. lol .. den left shortly .. saw mei-fu !! and paPa [liaMz] . mama [meNgz] .. lol .. nth much le bahh ? dun eben noe y i bother blogging .. blah blahh ..
haPpy birThday , luviNa ` !!

arghh !!

Currently Listening To : Lin Jun Jie - Jiang Nan

Time : 5.00 pm
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okie .. im so fed up now !! arghh ~!! im looking like a hag now .. >.<"

my mousey` backfire !! ok .. i meant thr`s no batt .. and i purposely cross so many streets .. walk so far .. go to 7-11 buy ... den .. wad happen ? ITS SPOILT !! arghh - i dun eben noe wad happen nor !! so duLan with my mouse !! now im back to wires .. >.<" make my whole table look so blardy messy !!! pls .. using a tiny mouse now .. den dun haf da scroll ting in da middle .. now so ma fan .. must move here and thr to scroll up and down .. FRUSTRATING !!

next .. my keyboard and my mousy` become buddy liao .. mousy` spoil .. keyboard also spoil .. AHHHHHH !! tMd !! am back to wire-ful keyboard as well .. =.= and .. its so noisy !!! &*^%$ piak piak piak piak whenever i type .. *kick da table* wads wrong ?! maybe sth happen to da sensor .. i need to let everyting out .. I AM ANGRY !! >=( arghh arghh arghh .. ok .. i feel beta le .. after letting all these out .. =D

went for dental today .. surprisingly , the clerks in the general office didnt complain .. =D dental was ok .. am back to transparent !! am getting rid up abt my braces getting yellow everytym i eat sth .. =.= so .. transparent !! yeahh ..

made a deal with my mum .. she's gonna gif mie $5o weekly .. =D + weekends .. so im nt suppose to ask for more $$ .. geEz .. i used to get $7o ok !! >=( but nvMz .. its better den nth .. =PpPp

okie .. everyting was fine today , i guess .. maybe ? i dunno .. blahh .. .. hopefully bahh ..

ok .. back to fixing my keyboard + mousy` .. wish mie luck .. =D

english end year tmr !! omg .. so fast !! im nt ready yet .. >.<" haben eben start studying on anything .. im so dead .. peep .. jiayou !!! ^____^v

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but heyy .. hu cares ..? to ting tad this friendship .. is ending just so soon .. what can i say ? friends forever crap !! CRAP !! hu says friends are forever ? bullshit .. hu is tad farker hu started this phrase ? he must have been in a world w/o any darkness .. hah !! cant eben last til sec 4 .. y did we once ever believe that we WOULD [notice my change of tense] be friends forever ? or at least .. til our graduation of manjursi ..

im not going to blame anyone for this incident or whatever u should call it .. but myself .. y didnt i know how to cherish da people around mie ? y did i cause so much unhappiness around miee .. i believed that its all my fault .. im jinx .. im da cause of everyting .. helpp .. i rreli need smone by mie now .. wo shou bu liao le .. zhen de ..

ok .. maybe i should try to resolve sm tings here ? i dowan this old , nicee , hilarious friendship to end here .. not before we go to sec 4 >.<"

if u're reading this as it's highlighted .. its nt meant for uu ..

xxxxx :

ehh .. first ting first .. u're right .. this ting can be resolved .. but its not just up to us , u noee ..? all of us have to give in to one another to be able to maintain this firendship .. its pretty obvious bahh .. people can nv just paddle at one side of the boat .. while the other side just do nth .. and blame the others if the boat capsize ? so , its nt up to us only .. everyone should try right ?

eh .. can i noe wad is da "treatment" we gave u guys ? i might sound like a bitch .. but here goes .. hu are da ones also laffing and talking amongst themselves .. while we just stand around ? true ahh .. u guys have da right to choose wad u wann .. in other words u mean u rather end this friendship ? tads wad u mean by u wad the right to choose wad u wan mahh ?

i have sth to say .. we so did not and never will be happy or to enjoy this very present life .. it totally sucked .. the atmosphere was so damn blardy tense .. do u rreli ting we enjoy this ? in one word , no .. nt at all !! were so tense and disappointing on friday ..

ehh .. i dun rreli understand sm part of the tings u said .. but .. i ting we should talk about it .. monday .. ok ? beta den let this whole issue drag on and on ..

this rreli ain't the ending we wanted .. seriously .. from da bottom of my heart .. i truly and sincerely wan us to remain as friends forever .. but .. wad now ?

thanks cheechai =)

DarLing 1 , 2 , 3 ~ ^_____^v



























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k one - tao hao

Currently Listening To : k one - tao hao

Time : 10.45 pm


我不知道　
也不太明瞭　
揚起了嘴角　
卻無法預告
你的倔強在我心中　
是多麼的重要

或許是我的笑太驕傲
最近的距離　
你都感受不到
寧願看你哭　
看你吵　
卻不懂得討好
還任性把你嚇跑
我是真的　愛　
Loving U
怎麼去　愛　
Loving U OH HO

全身裝滿了刺　
誰想要　
讓愛的距離　
變天涯海角
晴天是影子的需要　
我不懂得討好
我只是一個配角
我不斷的尋找　
你知不知道
我揮不去　
忘不掉　
想死掉

i dunno whether the outcome will be chinese characters .. or sm rubbish .. so .. han yu pin yin tym !! =D but mine's lousy .. pardon the mistakes here and thr pls .. thank you !! oh ya , tell mie my errors in my tag board kaEz ..? wo zhi chuo nen kai .. =PpPp

wo bu zhi dao

ye bu tai ming liao

yang qi le zhu-a [mouth] jiao

que wu fa yu gao

ni de jue jiang zai wo de xing li

shi duo mo de zhong yao

huo xu shi wo de xiao tai jiao ao

jiu jing de qu li

ni duo gan shou bu dao

ning yuan kan ni ku

kan ni nao

jue bu dong de tao hao

hai ren xing ba ni xia pao

**wo shi zhen de ai ~~~

loving u ~~~

zhe mo qu ai ~~~

loving u ~~~ oh uh ~

quan shen chuang man le chi

shui xiang yao
rang ai de ju li

bian tian ya hai jiao

qing tian shi ying zi de xu yao

wo bu dong de tao hao

wo zhi shi yi de pei jiao

[[repeat **]]
wo bu duan de xun zao

ni zhi bu zhi dao

wo hui bu qu

wang bu diao

xiang si diao

there !! im so smart .. XP kidding ~ lol .. so nicee right , this song !! already quite old liao .. but .. its so nicee !! bei ying also nicee .. ahHhh ~ xie xie cHai for sending it to mie !! x) ai si j.r le !! hee ~ so kawaii .. he's coming to sg !! omg .. hu wan go chase with mie ?! and i mean chase .. nt line up for a/s .. hu wan hu wan ?! =PpPp

zhe mo qu ai ..?

=(

Currently Listening To : Liang jing Ru & Ping Guan - ming ming heng ai ni

Time : 9.oo pm


things change .. to the way i don't want .. people change .. and i believe i did as well .. and for the worst , i guess .. friends change as well .. we also seemed to take things and peep for granted when we had them for too long ritee ..? after a while peep will start complaining abt the things around them .. nv satisfied .. we move on .. choose our own paths .. wrong or right .. why do we always ting tad we are the right onee ..? but nt the other party ? why do we always make ourselves seem so innocent .. and make the other party seem the bad egg ? u're litat .. im litat .. why doesn't peep come to da conclusion tad they are the one with faults .. nt the other peeps ..?

recently so many unhappy things happen .. rreli like last yr so much beta , u noee .. seems more free .. nv have to bother abt friendships at all .. haihai*

we seems to be getting further and further away from one another le .. this big , nice , great family we used to haf .. is breaking up , i guess .. sighh- was tingin tad we can stay on and on .. til bai tou xie lao .. but .. wad now ?

friends forever .. bullshit .. that's just 2 words toking abt nth .. thr's no friends hu can last forever .. thr's only enemies hu last forever .. blahh .. friends .. what are friends for ..? im not complaining .. but .. rreli am disappointed and sad , u noee ..? things just kept changing .. and now its in da state tad i dowan .. maybe it all started from mie bahh .. maybe its all my fault .. maybe its because i didnt cherish uu .. but all i noe .. is that .. this friendship's nt gonna last long .. at all ..

maybe sm peep will enjoy this way better .. but hey , im definitely nt one of them ..

friends forever

no topic ..

Currently Listening To : Lin Jun Jie - Dou Jiang You Tiao

Thinking Of : eh ? gt choir tmr mahh ..?

Consuming : oreos .. =P

Time : 9.15 pm


yo .. hmMm .. thursDay .. nth much happen bahh ..?

ehh .. had chiNese test .. lol .. was cheating all da way .. only dunno a few blanks .. den cHai thr kpkB .. sae i cheat .. lol .. hey .. too bad .. =P buden .. hai .. must redo da paper le .. = cause .. eh .. peep from other cls kinda gt da paper .. & went to photocopy .. so everyone know da aNs .. den .. da chers found out and .. hmMm .. everyone gone .. [sinRui : stop boarding over it .. its nt ur fault !! serious .. =D *hug]

pe was finee .. gt away from pe .. lol ~ den walk walk around da new block .. cool .. nv been thr b4 .. >.<" as in stay in da clsrm for lessons nahh .. = like so , su gu litat .. si mjr .. dun let us go new blk .. =x

nth much after recess le bahh .. =)

went to sing post with ameLia.huixian .. haHa ~ the 2 other gurls stayed in sch for sm reasons .. bought my tys !! =D sm blardy iderTz went to steal it !! arghh - baicHi .. tys also wan .. den had lunch at lJs .. saw appLe.kohMei.chrisTine.vaLerie .. haHa ~ den did sm maths work .. ok .. im guilty .. i only did 9 qNz of da last yr paPer 1 .. and 3 other qNz .. =D but hey , im way beta den ameLia .. =x bwaHaha ~

laLala .. dunno tmr gt choir nTz .. should be dun haf bahh .. end year around da very corner only nehh .. haHa ~ dun care .. XP

blahhhh ..

heyy .. what is wrong ? why is so many things happening .. and they aren't good , mind uu .. don't think i like da changes .. its way too much for mie to handle .. cant take it anymore .. can just everything go back to normal ..? seems like god's rreli going against mie .. haii * but hey , who bothers ..? >.<"

b0riNg day .. >.<"

Currently Listening To : Liang Jing Ru - Yan Wei Die

Time : 7.45 pm

hey .. =) wedNesday .. nth much happen bahh ..

gt caught by tad old hag again .. >.<" i pinned up my fringe ok , for goddness sake !! wad u wan mie to do ?! anyting also nt happy .. baicHi ..

did nt produce any mc .. =PpPp bwaHaha ~!!

sch was .. ok .. hmMm .. actually also nth much to say lahh .. >.<" y do i bother to blog anyway ?!

oh ya .. gt tings must say .. ng i-mei suck !! stupid nun siaa .. she suddenly just pick on us .. arghh -

i-mei : ni men wei she mo mei you zhui [do lahh .. i dunno how to spell .. =x] project ?

mie : ni you mei you zai zhe li .. you zhe mo zhi dao ?

magGie : jiu shi shuo lor ..

i-mei : i dunno wad she say lahh .. but she kinda say like wad she gt super power .. she noe onee ..

magGie : i also forget .. but it wasnt nicee .. and it made her burst ..

szekeNg : hao li hai wOr ..

lol .. do u noe wad we get for tad ? a record in the file .. =.=" baicHi .. ting she dunno hu i am .. den nv record mine .. everyone else gt lOr .. den koonaNn.kokhoNg they all so keliaNz .. put paper on da table only .. gif her confiscate .. + record in file .. wahLao .. she rreli gt nth beta to do lor !!

waited in sch for da gurls .. blahh .. weiYi bully mie !! >.<"

hUrhUr .. sch tmr .. siann .. tmr gt chiNese test .. 3i/j ~ jiayoUz !! lol ..

wo ke yi jia jia kan bu jian .. ye ke yi jia jia de si nian ..

no sch !! bwaHaha ~

Currently Listening To : nth ..

Thinking Of : eh ? no money .. =

Consuming : mentOs ..

Wearing : clothes ..

Time : 9.45 pm


yOz .. gt miss mie nTz ..? =P nt in sch today .. was feeling terrible .. haihai* food poisoning , my mum said .. maybe ? haHa ~ but i also nv eat much arhh .. how come will food poison .. stomach cant take in anyting .. >.<" everyting just came out .. arghh * even water cann .. aiyOz .. im getting so weak recently .. =.=

i chose the wrong day to be sick .. y nt tmr !! i've gt choir tmr neh !! and supposingly must go for cheehiaNg's dad's funeral de .. arghh- i've missed tad .. paiseHz ..

nth much .. huixian !! amelia !! no more lunchboxes arhh ..? i wann .. =x u 2 must cook sth for miee to eat .. bwaHaha ~

booooOooo ~

no more food for mie !! =D

Currently Listening To : Liang Jing Ru - Ning Xia

Thinking Of : diet diet ~ bwaHaha !!

Consuming : nth lahh !! DIET !!

Wearing : sch uniform ..

Time : 6.5o pm


ok .. im dying .. monDay .. hmMm .. was nt able to get any slp last night , or should i say this morning ? suffering from serious insonmia siaa .. >.<" was only able to slp at 4.30 ++ .. AM , mind uu .. had been flipping and flipping in bed the hole tym trying to get sm pathetic slp .. but .. haii * woke up at 6.25 w/o feeling like i've slpt litat .. soBz .. ke liaNz cann !! =(

stef's nt in sch again !! haiyOz .. miss ya , gurl .. =) was rreli slpy in class .. zZzz .. gt the tym table for exams le !! die .. so many exams , i realised .. gonna die siaa .. can u imagine that its gonna be end-of-year exams just like , next week ?! and im still happily blogging now .. arghh - im so gonna die ..

cHew's still nt in sch !! *cheers- does that mean easier tests ..? =D

i am very tired ..

had f&n remedial .. =.= cHai totally dirtied ma table by lying on it .. =x ok .. kidding ~ lol .. den he steal my badge !! da one da papers had .. >.<" go see his bag .. there will be a yellow badge in da middle .. den he so stupid .. bluff his tad my pink marker was da highlighter .. and he rreli go "highlight" his bk .. lol .. now cant see the word .. =x sorry ~ bwaHaha ~!!

gonna get either kianLoong.weiDe.cHai to escort mie.sinRui to cheehiaNg's hse tmr .. sighh* poor ting .. cheehiaNg !! must kan kai kaEz .. though i noe it will be tough .. but .. we'll be waiting for the old cheehiaNg to come back .. =) i'll be waiting for u to tell mie my lao gong sucks .. =) so sad for u .. haii * poor ting ..

went parkWay just now .. =.= bought wadever we need .. and walk walk .. blahh blahh .. den went home .. siann .. so tired ..

ok .. reporting for all the food i ate today .. =)

- a cup of milo

- sm veggie from xian.joy.lia's vegan food

- 1 meatball from xian

- sm pearls from xian

- sm ice from xian.joy =.=

- one pathetic potato from cia

- one cup of i-scream

- one sip of green tea from sinRui

- 2 mentOes from luviNa

- one bottle of plain water

- 2 sticks of squid head

that's all .. =) ma diet's going so damn well , that im proud of myself .. =D and guess what ? im nt feeling hungry at all !! shall skip dinner later .. hee ~ gonna slp early today .. or i will rreli faint tmr ..

ah ma !! thanks alot !! *huggiEz* im finally rich again .. wo ai ni !! ok .. wuHa ? no probo ~ bwaHaha .. i can buy 2/ & 1/2 wuHa now ... BWAHAHA !! =x nahh .. i will save .. =) for rainy days ..

cHai !! thanks for lending mie da 1o bucks .. will return ya very soon .. =)

happy bday xiaoqing + melvin [?? i ting so lahh .. =x] ~!!

my music !! =D

Currently Listening To : Pan Wei Bo - Kiss Night

Thinking Of : can hear my music mahh ?

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : clothes ..

Time : 7.30 pm


yOz .. spend the whole afternoon trying to figure out how to put my own music into da blog .. =.=

i finally did it !! but i cant listen to it .. blahh .. hope its works bahh ..

peep !! can hear my music mahh ?! can or cannot also tell mie kaEz ..

hope to find a beta host .. =)

hu noe gt wad place can host music ..?

i dowan powerwebmusic .. nt gd onee .. gt pop-ups .. eEek ~

HELPP ~!!!

laLala ~ did nth today .. >.<"

i've gt a video of shuwei and either kunDa / niuNai waving !!
ahHhh ~ so nicee ..

thanks wenny !! *muack

ADD SHUWEI III !! @ zhangshuwei3@hotmail.com

The Ghost ~ =)

Currently Listening To : same song as ytd .. lol ..

Thinking Of : im sick .. >.<"

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : shirt + skirt ..

Time : 9.30 pm


so siann .. no mood to blogg .. haHa ~ buden dun blog also siann .. so here i am .. =)

went out with joyCe today .. watched the ghost .. ok .. this show is creepy .. >.<" so many scary parts !! arghh * but i dunno wad happen nahh .. was .. covering my face throughout the show .. until gt bright bright the sence .. lol .. nt bad lahh .. the sotry line abit complicated though .. haHa ~ walk around .. den eat dinner .. den walk again .. den go home le .. =\

was nt feeling very well today nahh .. =( recently become so weak cann .. hai hai .. nvMz .. =PpPp

going to do my f&n project le !! yeahh .. jiayoUz .. ^____^

ShuWei III de peep .. thank you so much !! was so shocked to see so many peep adding this a/c .. so gan dong .. =') please do continue to support shuwei wOr !! =P and my friends !! faster go join ShuWei III .. arbo i hammer uu .. zhangshuwei3@hotmail.com .. xie xie !! =P

boOooo ~

freaKy friDay .. =D

Currently Listening To : Club 183 - Ze Mo

Thinking Of : food !! chocolate !! =P

Consuming : nth .. im hungry ..

Wearing : sch uniform ..

Time : 8.00 pm


yOz !! yingting's is in a happy mood today .. lol .. ShuWei II is full !! yeahh ~ and now i haf to reject 10 friends .. lol .. go join go join !! zhangshuwei III ~ hee ~ *happfied-

friDay .. hmMm .. nth much .. didnt realise so much peep miss mie cause i skip sch ytd .. =P lol .. ok .. im being lame ..

laLala ~ the periods before recess was great .. all free periods !! lol .. shiok siaa .. =PpPp den tad stupid cHai go exchange all mie and sinRui de stuffs .. lol .. baiChi siaa .. >.<"

nth much after recess lahh .. haHa ~

cHoir was .. ok .. =) gt the schedule for the holidays !! arghh .. gt choir twice every week siaa !! siao bo ~ (T.T) wo plan hao le .. go for all friDay de .. =PpPp bwaHaha ~ the long juan feng song was weird .. >.<" so many pa da pa da ah ah .. lol .. dun hear us sing if u like Jay alot alot .. haHa ~

laLala ~ tmr no sch !! *cheers .. lol .. laLala ~ siann .. nth to say liao ..

go see the following links bahh .. they totally crack mie up siaa .. lol .. XD

http://crass.on.ru/flash/bbird.html

http://home.pacific.net.sg/~jesslee/ymca.wmv

http://www.fuyang.net/bbs/mp4/mm7777.wma

xiang nian zhe ni .. =(

no school today !! =P

Currently Listening To : nth ..

Thinking Of : what to rite in da letter ?!

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : clothes ..

Time : 10.55 pm


arlOw .. thursday .. =) didnt turn up for sch today .. haHa ~ was very tired mahh .. den my leg still pain .. so .. =P gort miss mie nTz ..?! =PpPp

slept the whole day away .. ahHhh ~ so shiok .. lol .. =

watched the sgi !! lol .. cheers- maia gt in ~!! but so sad for benjamin eio cann .. nv gt in .. den the judges say him til litat .. =( nvMz .. lol .. tad sylvester gt in only because he gt alot friends niaa .. =\ nth to sayy .. haHa ~ laLala ~

going to sch tmr bahh .. but dunno how to type the letter to siewseNg siaa .. she confirm kpkb onee .. >.<" gotta pin up my hair like sm mad woman tmr to make her satesfied .. blechh- i truly pray tad i wun haf her as my form teacher again next yr .. *pray hard hard* can i have mr gUi ..? =PpPp

uu must have been more than happy about this thing .. right ..? =(

hai ..

Currently Listening To : nth ..

Thinking Of : nth ..

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : sch u ..

Time : 7.30 pm


arlOw .. wednesDay .. was rreli late this morning .. woke up at 6.45 siaa .. caught lia's dad's car to sch instead .. =D thanks amelia !! all thanks to the concert .. everyone from the concert looked so tired .. like walking zombies litat .. lol .. lots didnt turn up for sch .. =\

siewseng sucked .. wahLao .. she just shouted at da 3 of us to pin up our hair nor .. wads wrong with our blardy hair ?! bitch siaa .. anyhow scold .. blech .. u ownself no hair .. y must make other peep no hair also .. siao char bo .. go die lahh .. u cut my hair lahh !! see i sue u til ur arms drop nTz .. XP

chew didnt come again .. cool .. had a fun tym .. =)

assembly was boring .. da old hag went to tok tok tok .. and took up the hole assembly period .. and we still haf to listen to another tok by mr tan abt the 7 habits .. siao siaa ..

wanted for keLly.lia after tad with wanying .. =) haHa ..

discovery of the chuk chook .. lol .. those tupid peep .. haHa ~ nth to say siaa .. lol ..

went lJs for lunch .. =) nicee .. den go popuLar buy correction tape .. haHa ~

waited for lia's friend at euNos .. bwg siaa .. lol ..

went home .. blahh .. boring ..

2 more sch days .. =) and im free ..

dun wanna go sch tmr .. my leg still hurts !! =(

i am just like an idiot .. trying to butter uu .. but to no avaid .. and now ? i doubt im even anyone to uu ..

musical moments III ~!!!

Currently Listening To : Hilary Duff - Fly

Thinking Of : slp .. >.<"

Consuming : natural confeectionery snakes !! *chom chom*

Wearing : speg. strip + ameLia' skirt .. lol ..

Time : 11.10pm


ok .. im so blardy tired ! *sighh- updates !! =) tuesday .. hmMm ..

sch was fine today , i guess .. haHa ~ nth much ..

aiHua sucked .. big tym !! arghh- more and more bth her liao .. now her lessons become my manicure lessons .. lol .. draw my nails til so happy .. =x

chew didnt come again !! the relief was great .. he didnt eben raise his head whem chunghoNg shouted "FARK YOU LAHH !!" at kc .. lol .. nice teacher .. bwaHaha ~

sq gt back her fone already .. =) lai unfair !! iderTz .. confiscate mine for a week .. sq ?! 2 days .. wahLao .. tian li he zai siaa .. >.<"

had a terrible cramp on the way up to my hse .. was like .. sitting on the stairs .. trying desperately nt to cry .. and pulling my leg .. so pain cann !! wahLao .. can die siaa .. eben now still haben ok nOr .. arghh- i old liao .. =x

went to sunTec for pasTa mania !! mmMm .. yummy ~ lol .. went down to the "purpLe pOts" shop and wait for tad lady to open shop .. she was so damn slow cann !! den cHai keep calling to hurry us .. >.<" gt our flowers in da end .. and was looking like smone looking for her blind date in cityliNk .. -.-

went down to raffles place to meet the guys .. [since we dunno our way thr .. =x] den was weiDe holding flower as well .. lol .. so gay .. but the rose was with mie in da end lahh .. after he begged mie to hold for him .. bwaHaha ~ i've gt 4 flowers !! =D den walk thr .. den realised .. all of us didnt rreli noe how to go thr .. lol .. den cHai kinda trap inside the station .. cause he use smone else's card or sth .. den cannot come out .. haHa ~ dunno .. den altogether gt .. cHai.weiDe.jiayaNg.diNgfeng!!.and smone i dunno...mie.joyCe .. lol ..

reached thr and waited for chengLong for a hell long tym .. =.= he so dua pai siaa .. so many peep waiting for him .. and he's so late !! lol .. we waited like .. 15 mins at the main gate for him .. the concert had already started before he came .. den saw sm of the percauusion peep from mJr !! haHa .. den koonpheNg.kokHong thr keep wanting my flowers .. XP no way ~ bwaHaha ..

went in .. sat in a row nOr .. den .. i was squashed by cHai .. open his legs til so bigg .. no space onee .. >.<" tried taking sm pictures .. buden .. no flash !! lol .. dunno how to activate it .. haHa ~ in the end can le .. the bands were .. ok .. alot peep cheering for their own schools ..

mjr !! was shouting like hell .. shouted "hey you !!" .. but i doubt anyone can listen though .. lol .. ting our sch did very well .. =) was trying to listen to qi li xiaNg .. buden the wire too short .. in the end cHai thr eat wire .. while jiayaNg and i try to listen .. lol .. but all failed lahh .. but was almost aslp lahh .. sm play hp .. sm just sit thr .. sm listen to discMan .. sm just tok tok tok .. play play play .. lol .. it was rreli siann-

during the interval went to find wD's darling .. lol .. den he thr so ps !! keep dragging him towards her .. but he thr dowan dowan .. >.<" met the gurls .. buden cannot pass them their flowers yet .. so .. its back to mie again .. lol .. den wD buck up all his courage and gave it to her !! lol .. so sweet ~ haHa .. oh well ~

2nd part was worst .. cHai.jiayaNg became slping beauties .. haHa ~ was kinda boring at the 2nd parts .. but the finale was cool .. all the songs i noe is wad .. haHa ~ den gt encore .. i shouted nehh !! lol .. den they go play with the flowers .. so .. it was kinda polluted at the ends lahh .. cause .. u noee .. the guys .. they .. ehHhh .. its kinda dirty .. cux of whr cHai put them at .. =x ok .. shant mention anymore .. lata lia.xian.sTef vommit .. lol ..

took pictures with the gurls den left nOr .. kinda lost our way .. buden we followed the crowd .. haHa ~ actually wanted supper at gs de mac de .. buden .. we walk thr .. they of the lights .. tMd .. ended up going 7-11 instead .. to buy my natural confectionery snakes gummy !! nice nicee .. den realised gt diNo shapes onee .. >.<" no way am i gonna eat tad .. lol ..

so tiring .. was nt able to do my compo today bahh .. so tired .. haHa ~ gt lots of blisters !! arghh .. sch tmr again .. siann ..

f&n peep !! do f&n research bahh !! jiayoUz .. lol ..

zhangfengqi in this week de U magazine !! =)

term 4 ~



Currently Listening To : nth ..



Thinking Of : daniel .. =P



Consuming : nth ..



Wearing : clothes ..



Time : 10.10 pm





arlOw .. quick update abt today !! =)



start of new term .. everyting wasnt tad bad .. was very tired though .. haha ~ den .. lessons seemed to be so damn blardy long !! >.<"



cHew didnt come today .. cool ..



waited for 3j's remedial to end after sch .. siann siaa .. firstym stay in sch alone .. >.<"



went far east to grab shoes .. =) yeahh .. i've gt shoes already !! =)



ameLia : thanks for ur skirt !! *huggiEs*



saw daniel on tv !! =D he seemed to be so unhappy to be on tad show siaa .. maybe he didnt like ben ..? =x he nv pei he ben onee .. lol .. laLala ~ so happy to see him again .. =P though nv film him much lahh .. =\ nvMz ..



so sian now .. blahh .. should rushon my compo already .. (T.T)



concert's tmr !! cant wait ~ =D

boOooOo hoOooo ~

ENERGY !! ENERGY !! ENERGY !!

Currently Listening To : tv ..? quan ming ou xiang xi deng chang .. =]

Thinking Of : daniel .. =l dunno y ~

Consuming : chocolate ..

Wearing : speg. strip + skirt ..

Time : 8.50 pm


yOz .. hee ~ must concentrate in reading my bloggie !! energy !! energy !! energy !!

ok .. met josHua in da morning to take $$ from him .. haHa ~ den took sm pictures with him .. >.<" i like his fone !! 7610 siaa ~ dun play play .. lol .. rushed to j8 after tad .. was shocked to see so many peep !! and more den half of them are already in the open plaza , mind uu !! went to q up again as we were late mahh .. =x den cannot go into the plaza ..

wanted to go join sK they all .. but !! there's this son of a bitch security guard .. who stops us !! tMd .. den i gei gei say we wanna pass our friend the albums .. den he say wad .. one person go can liao .. nB lor !! i want go in ur business izit ?! den he keep kpkB .. cBk siaa !! mind my language .. but he rreli was too much le nOr !! security lai bu qi arhh !! den this nice security lady wanted to help us .. but tad bastard just simply refuse .. kaOz .. i nearly quarrel with him siaa .. blarDy hell .. >.<" den i wait at the barrier for sK to come out save mie .. den tad blarDy basTard thr tok to his friend .. "i wanna see hu her fren is .." im nt lying ok ?! i gt friend one hOr !! basTard !! *curse curse curse* XP i curse u haf a early death !! climb down stairs will roll down .. when raining .. will gt stuck by lightning .. den when drive car tad tym .. will kena car accident .. den when doing *ahen tad tym .. ur ting spoil arhh !! XP ok .. i feel beta le .. =x

waited for long !! energy late for 1/2 hr !! aiyOz ~ nv date them .. dey confirm will late one .. =x

omg !! they came !!

dressing :

sHuwei : a white sleeveless vest !! with cap onee .. and .. i ting is jeans lahh .. =x no change in hairDo .. lol .. a gt brand de underwear .. =x can see when he breakdance .. lol ..

niuNai : white sleeveless buttom-up !! kinda cutee .. den he only button the middle onee .. he no hair onee !! =x *opPps- green underwear !! =x lol .. no change in hairDo as well ..

ahDi : dunno how to describe the color lahh .. kinda like , metallic ..? buttom-up .. but he fold up da sleeve .. den inside wear a white top .. haHa ~ cool .. nv go notice his underwear .. bwaHaha ~

kunDa : black shirt .. inside gt white top .. underwear is white !! lol .. im nt a pervert .. they make mie wanna go notice onee .. =x

danced "hey yOu !" aiya .. tad one i see til siann liao .. =x i can dance shuwei's part !! =PpPp den they breakdance so so so niceEee ! =D

den they sing " yi zHi dao jiu hOu " .. haHa ~ den gt techical breakdown .. den they "qing chang" .. sound like cHoir litat .. sHuwei is s1 .. niuNai is s2 .. kunDa is a .. ahDi is bass .. =x ok lahh .. is i anyhow gif onee .. how would i noe wad the others' voices are ..? i only noe shUwei onee .. =PpPp den niuNai waved at our group de peep .. so cutee !! den he gei ki-ang .. go sing ahDi's part w/o the mic though .. haHa ~ so cutee !! =P

after tad .. sm guy came on stage .. ting is energy's friend .. den ahDi started crying .. lol .. dunno y .. he happy til cry liao .. haHa ~ same as miee !! happy will cry onee .. =x den shuWei go carry him up and den pass to niuNai .. lol .. so cutee .. den hOr .. kunDa toking abt his new show de dunno wad nightingale .. den shUwei gt nth to do mahh .. look around .. den i like mad woman litat .. wave wave wave .. when no one else is waving .. >.<" and .. HE WAVE BACK !! DIRECTLY TO MIE !! XD so shocked !! den stare at him .. and den joyCe started screaming .. den i pei he .. -.- by tad tym he tok tok liao .. lol .. si kunDa !! i wave so many tyms to u , u ignore mie .. XP

den go on stage le !! whEe ~ was the 4th actually .. but i wan 3 !! =x sounds beta .. lol .. my favourite no. next to 5 .. =PpPp

ahDi : he in good mood !! lol .. was like .. " ni hao !! xie xie !!" with alot enthusiam lor .. haHa ~ den keep grinning .. den the fan very strong .. den blow smone de cd cover away .. den he help to save it .. den i thr try to help but cannot help .. >.<" hand short lahh .. =x noNo ~ is i take too many tings le .. =x

kunDa : very happy as well .. haHa ~ "hello !! xie xie !! =D *wave" its kinda cool to be in front hUr ..? energy's not tired .. and very happy .. den will sign til very nicee .. haHa ~

shuWei !!! : i tok rubbish to him again .. soBz .. history repeats !! =( but .. he was rreli sweet nahh .. act innocent and say xie xie .. though i doubt he knew wth i was trying to say .. = "harlOw ~!! xie xie x2"

niuNai : so ke ai .. haHa ~ i hello and wave at him twice .. >.<" dunno y though .. and he pei he .. so cutee !! lol ..

went down to take da poster .. wahHh ~ the worker so violent siaa .. he rip off my darliNg's plastic cover .. den drew an arglie circle at his bottom .. >.<" the poster was nicee !! hee ~

went down .. was so happy siaa !! all the tym spent lining up was worth it !! buden i wanna stay longer onee !! wan see them more .. buden .. security dun let .. kaOz .. the security so tight lOr !! go out of the plaza .. need pass onee .. like sch litat .. >.<" and 1 tym 2 peep can go out only !! arghh *

den nth much le bahh .. went sunTec .. actually wan find joBs onee .. but .. kinda chicken out .. =x den actually wan wait for the quan ming ou xiang xing deng chang to start onee .. but .. well .. we rather watch it in the comfort of our homes .. (^.-)

the show was nicee !! ahhhhHhh ~ piNgroNg so shuai !! so ke ai !! *lick my lips* =x he always do tad mahh .. lol .. he won !! *cheers* so happy cann !! hee ~ i like his dance .. so cool .. he can rreli dance well .. and he's so cutee !! kinda like the 2nd ger .. the wad shiMei .. she sing til very nicee .. but .. oh well ~ its okk .. pingroNg pingroNg !! =PpPp energy's performance was nicee .. haHa ~ i dun like shUwei's nice hairDo .. kinda weird .. like all the hair wax up til very jialet .. niuNai's extensions was nicee .. =) kunDa's explodsion was .. *ahem .. shant comment .. =x liaNg jiNg ru's performance was nicee as well .. haHa ~ do i look like her ..? no ritee .. >.<" dunno y gt peep say i look like her .. big difference siaa .. =P

laLala ~ so tiring !! went home to compare the signatures .. lastym de nicer !! lastym de marker thicker .. den ahDi gt heart .. niuNai gt 2 heart .. while new one gt 1 .. kunDa lastym gt K.O. .. this tym dun haf .. = shuWei is standard onee .. lol ..

laLala ~ nth much le .. haHa .. siann .. wonder when energy's going back to tw ..? nt so soon , i hope .. =P laLala ~ siann .. hand so tired .. =x typed so much !! lol .. taTa ~

paTrick sucked .. big time .. >=(

siann ..

Currently Listening To : Jing Qu Jiang on radio .. (T.T) pathetic hUr ..?

Thinking Of : energy autograph tmr !!

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : nth .. =x

Time : 10.30 pm


yOz .. gt read the notebook story mahh ..? stripped it off the notebook webbie .. =x *opPps- laLala ~ was kinda boring though .. nicholas sparks de story all litat onee .. the beginning damn boring .. den middle very nicee .. =) go buy !! =PpPp

sm updates !! from the jing Qu Hiang .. =D

jiu jia ma lai xi ya jiang : liang jing ru !!

jiu jia tai wan jiang : Jolin !! *cheers

jiu jia xiang gang jiang : twins !!

jiu jia dunno wad jiang : tanya .. >.<" =x opPps*

jiu jia yan yi nan ge shou : chen yi xun [y ?! he's so old cann !! y nt jay !!]

jiu jia yan yi nui ge shou : Faye woNg [should have known bahh ..]

jiu shou ___ ying nan ge shou [most popular lahh ..] : jay zhou !! yeah yeah yeah ~!!

most popular nui ge shou : Jolin !! [wahHh ~ couple siaa .. win together .. (^.-)

most popular zu he : 3rd : 5566 *puke- 3rd only !! HAHAHA !! 2nd : ENERGY !! ENERGY WON 5566 !! bwaHaha !! bwaHaha !! bwaHaha !! 5566 !! suck my cork !! =x ok .. kidding ~ but .. im so happy !! *screams .. energy !! energy !! energy !! energy !! energy !! energy !! energy !! 1st : s.H.e ~!! ok .. im nt sad tad it wasnt energy .. =) but .. ENERGY RAWKS !! soBz .. cant see them dance .. can hear only .. (T.T) but nvMz .. i see before alot tym le .. =x

jiu jia pen di ge shou : sun yan zi [awWww ~ i wan JJ lin jun jie .. =]

opPps * wasnt listenin attentively le .. so .. no more !! haHa ~

oMg !! suddenly receive a call from stuPid paTrick .. asked mie to call him .. and den .. guess wad ?! he's with sm bunch of guys .. gt weiDe , i guess .. den .. they eat up all my macdonald pts !! (O.O) dey knew my password !! gaaAaaa ~ how come ?! >.<" soBz .. bully mie siaa !! grRrr .. *blood boiling* buden hor .. my name is yingtiNa in the a/c nehh .. how come siaa ?! they use my hp no. izit ..? >.<" arghhh .. stupid boys !!

energy energy energy !!

The Notebook

By : Nicholas Sparks


Miracles

Who am I? And how, I wonder, will this story end?

The sun has come up and I am sitting by a window that is foggy with the breath of a life gone by. I’m a sight this morning: two shirts, heavy pants, a scarf wrapped twice around my neck and tucked into a thick sweater knitted by my daughter thirty birthdays ago. The thermostat in my room is set as high as it will go, and a smaller space heater sits directly behind me. It clicks and groans and spews hot air like a fairytale dragon, and still my body shivers with a cold that will never go away, a cold that has been eighty years in the making. Eighty years, I think sometimes, and despite my own acceptance of my age, it still amazes me that I haven’t been warm since George Bush was president. I wonder if this is how it is for everyone my age.

My life? It isn’t easy to explain. It has not been the rip-roaring spectacular I fancied it would be, but neither have I burrowed around with the gophers. I suppose it has most resembled a bluechip stock: fairly stable, more ups than downs, and gradually trending upward over time. A good buy, a lucky buy, and I’ve learned that not everyone can say this about his life. But do not be misled. I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be
forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.

The romantics would call this a love story, the cynics would call it a tragedy. In my mind it’s a little bit of both, and no matter how you choose to view it in the end, it does not change the fact that it involves a great deal of my life and the path I’ve chosen to follow. I have no complaints about my path and the places it has taken me; enough complaints to fill a circus tent about other things, maybe, but the path I’ve chosen has always been the right one, and I wouldn’t have had it any other way.

Time, unfortunately, doesn’t make it easy to stay on course. The path is straight as ever, but now it is strewn with the rocks and gravel that accumulate over a lifetime. Until three years ago it would have been easy to ignore, but it’s impossible now. There is a sickness rolling through my body; I’m neither strong nor healthy, and my days are spent like an old party balloon: listless,spongy, and growing softer over time.

I cough, and through squinted eyes I check my watch. I realize it is time to go. I stand from my seat by the window and shuffle across the room, stopping at the desk to pick up the notebook I have read a hundred times. I do not glance through it. Instead I slip it beneath my arm andcontinue on my way to the place I must go.

I walk on tiled floors, white in color and speckled with gray. Like my hair and the hair of most people here, though I’m the only one in the hallway this morning. They are in their rooms, alone except for television, but they, like me, are used to it. A person can get used to anything, if given enough time.

I hear the muffled sounds of crying in the distance and know exactly who is making those sounds. Then the nurses see me and we smile at each other and exchange greetings. They are my friends and we talk often, but I am sure they wonder about me and the things that I go through every day. I listen as they begin to whisper among themselves as I pass. “There he goes again,” I hear, “I hope it turns out well.” But they say nothing directly to me about it. I’m sure they think it would hurt me to talk about it so early in the morning, and knowing myself as Ido, I think they’re probably right.

A minute later, I reach the room. The door has been propped open for me, as it usually is. There are two others in the room, and they too smile at me as I enter. “Good morning,” they say with cheery voices, and I take a moment to ask about the kids and the schools and upcoming vacations. We talk above the crying for a minute or so. They do not seem to notice; they have become numb to it, but then again, so have I. Afterward I sit in the chair that has come to be shaped like me. They are finishing up now; her clothes are on, but still she is crying. It will become quieter after they leave, I know. The excitement of the morning always upsets her,
and today is no exception. Finally the shade is opened and the nurses walk out. Both of them touch me and smile as they walk by. I wonder what this means.

I sit for just a second and stare at her, but she doesn’t return the look. I understand, for she doesn’t know who I am. I’m a stranger to her. Then, turning away, I bow my head and pray silently for the strength I know I will need. I have always been a firm believer in God and the power of prayer, though to be honest, my faith has made for a list of questions I definitely want answered after I’m gone.

Ready now. On go the glasses, out of my pocket comes a magnifier. I put it on the table for a moment while I open the notebook. It takes two licks on my gnarled finger to get the wellworn cover open to the first page. Then I put the magnifier in place.

There is always a moment right before I begin to read the story when my mind churns, and I wonder, Will it happen today? I don’t know, for I never know beforehand, and deep down it really doesn’t matter. It’s the possibility that keeps me going, not the guarantee, a sort of wager on my part. And though you may call me a dreamer or fool or any other thing, I believe that anything is possible.

I realize the odds, and science, are against me. But science is not the total answer; this I know, this I have learned in my lifetime. And that leaves me with the belief that miracles, no matter how inexplicable or unbelievable, are real and can occur without regard to the natural order of things. So once again, just as I do every day, I begin to read the notebook aloud, so that she can hear it, in the hope that the miracle that has come to dominate my life will once again prevail. And maybe, just maybe, it will.

Ghosts

It was early October 1946, and Noah Calhoun watched the fading sun sink lower from the wraparound porch of his plantation-style home. He liked to sit here in the evenings, especially after working hard all day, and let his thoughts wander without conscious direction. It was how he relaxed, a routine he’d learned from his father.

He especially liked to look at the trees and their reflections in the river. North Carolina trees are beautiful in deep autumn: greens, yellows, reds, oranges, every shade in between. Their dazzling colors glow with the sun, and for the hundredth time, Noah Calhoun wondered if the original owners of the house had spent theirevenings thinking the same things.

The house was built in 1772, making it one of the oldest, as well as largest, homes in New Bern. Originally it was the main house on a working plantation, and he had bought it right after the war ended and had spent the last eleven months and a small fortune repairing it. The reporter from the Raleigh paper had done an article on it
a few weeks ago and said it was one of the finest restorations he’d ever seen. At least the house was. The remaining property was another story,and that was where he’d spent most of the day.

The home sat on twelve acres adjacent to Brices Creek, and he’d worked on the wooden fence that lined the other three sides of the property, checking for dry rot or termites, replacing posts when he had to. He still had more work to do on it, especially on the west side, and as he’d put the tools away earlier he’d made a mental note to call and have some more lumber delivered. He’d gone into the house, drunk a glass of sweet tea, then showered. He always showered at the end of the day, the water washing awayboth dirt and fatigue.

Afterward he’d combed his hair back, put on some faded jeans and a long-sleeved blue shirt, poured himself another glass of sweet tea, and gone to the porch, where he now sat, where hesat every day at this time.

He stretched his arms above his head, then out to the sides, rolling his shoulders as he completed the routine. He felt good and clean now, fresh. His muscles were tired and he knew he’d be a little sore tomorrow, but he was pleased that he had accomplished most of what he had wanted to do.

Noah reached for his guitar, remembering his father as he did so, thinking how much he missed him. He strummed once, adjusted the tension on two strings, then strummed again. This time it sounded about right, and he began to play. Soft music, quiet music. He hummed for a little while at first, then began to sing as night came down around him. He played and sang until the sunwas gone and the sky was black.

It was a little after seven when he quit, and he settled back into his chair and began to rock. By
habit, he looked upward and saw Orion and the Big Dipper, Gemini and the Pole Star, twinkling in the autumn sky.

He started to run the numbers in his head, then stopped. He knew he’d spent almost his entire savings on the house and would have to find a job again soon, but he pushed the thought away and decided to enjoy the remaining months of restoration without worrying about it. It would work out for him, he knew; it always did.
Besides, thinking about money usually bored him. Early on, he’d learned to enjoy simple things, things that couldn’t be bought, and he had a hard time understanding people who felt otherwise. It was another trait he got from his father.

Clem, his hound dog, came up to him then and nuzzled his hand before lying down at his feet. “Hey, girl, how’re you doing?” he asked as he patted her head, and she whined softly, her soft round eyes peering upward. A car accident had taken her leg, but she still moved well enough and kept him company on quiet nights like these.

He was thirty-one now, not too old, but old enough to be lonely. He hadn’t dated since he’d been back here, hadn’t met anyone who remotely interested him. It was his own fault, he knew. There was something that kept a distance
between him and any woman who started to get close, something he wasn’t sure he could change even if he tried. And sometimes in the moments right before sleep came, he wondered if he wasdestined to be alone forever.

The evening passed, staying warm, nice. Noah listened to the crickets and the rustling leaves, thinking that the sound of nature was more real and aroused more emotion than things like cars and planes. Natural things gave back more than they took, and their sounds always brought him back to the way man was supposed to be. There
were times during the war, especially after a major engagement, when he had often thought about these simple sounds. “It’ll keep you from going crazy,” his father had told him the day he’d shipped out. “It’s God’s music and it’ll take you home.”

He finished his tea, went inside, found a book, then turned on the porch light on his way back out. After sitting down again, he looked at the book. It was old, the cover was torn, and the pages were stained with mud and water. It was Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman, and he had carried it with him throughout the war. It had
even taken a bullet for him once. He rubbed the cover, dusting it off just a little. Then he let the book open randomly and readthe words in front of him:

This is thy hour O Soul, thy free flight

into the wordless,

Away from books, away from art, the day

erased, the lesson done,

Thee fully forth emerging, silent, gazing,

pondering the themes thou lovest best,Night, sleep, death and the stars.

He smiled to himself. For some reason Whitman always reminded him of New Bern, and he was glad he’d come back. Though he’d been away for fourteen years, this was home and he knew a lot of people here, most of them from his youth. It wasn’t surprising. Like so many southern towns, the people who lived here never changed, they just grew a bit older.

[To Be Continued...]

i am very very very tired .. >.<"

Currently Listening To : nth ..

Thinking Of : tiredness !! blahh ..

Consuming : water ..

Wearing : rank top + skirt .. =)

Time : 9.20 pm
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laLala ~ thrusday !! a very tiring thursday , i must say .. lol ..

woke up in da morning only to realised tad smone didnt call mie up .. >.<" yes joyce , im referring to uu .. =x rushed and hurried down to bisHan .. ting szeKeng's friend wasnt happy bahh .. =x she left already .. haHa ~ made ourselves home and started rotting .. was always munching on sth !! can die siaa .. i hate lining up .. its meant .. food feast !! >.<" always litat onee .. wen gt nth to do .. eat eat eat eat eat .. arghh .. if i line up again , im gonna die of fatness .. lol ..

abt 12 .. kiancHang came .. took a break .. =x [thanks kc !! u are our livesaver .. lol ..]

it wasnt very boring actually .. lol .. but i hate the part when peep walk past and ting tad u are sm kinda exibition up in da zoo .. >.<" and they dun felt paiseh abt tad !! drew a poster up saying .. "we are lining up here for Energy ... stop staring !! this is not a zoo !! unhappy ? dial 1900-EAT-SHIT .." heh ~ i love the last part .. =x laLala ~ rakceNt came over with his "gurlfriend" [duhh .. its a guy and yet he says its gonna be a gurl .. -.-] and pass mie his energy cd .. thanks bud ! =D

left shortly cause gt family problem .. =\ sighh *

i did not knnow how .. but we ended up at sm place .. saw leong chye and katerine !! lol .. leong chye saw mie , like saw ghost litat .. started running away .. i very scary mehh ..? =\ den went to look for jobs !! =D realised tad sunTec wanted alot of sales assistant !! lol .. but was kinda fussy nahh .. u noe , its my first job .. so i wanted a good memory .. =x lol .. shall try again sm other tym .. =)

went home .. oOoh !! i cant wait for sgi's results !! hope maia gets in .. was pronouncing her name in da wrong way all the while .. >.<" shouldnt it be mai-a ..? y izit ma-ia .. >.<" lol .. nvMz ~ im toking crap .. laLala ~ gt nth to sae le ..

gonna rot at home tmr perhaps ..? im totally broke .. (T.T)

energy in sg le !! hee ~ breathing the same air as them now !! lol .. wonder wad they doing tmr ..? (o.o) laLala ~ chOw !!

imishuuso-

boOoo ~

Currently Listening To : nth ..

Thinking Of : siann ..

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : clothes ..

Time : 7.25 pm


hello .. blogging for fun .. = gastric so much better now .. =) no mor skipping of meals for yingting !! peep going out with mie , must remind mie wOr .. (^.-) y do i bother blogging anyway ..? >.<"

laLala ~ gonna line up at junction 8 tmr .. =] hu's free tmr ..? come pei us .. haha .. just jOyce.mie nehh .. gonna be so boring cann .. sigh* was supposed to oine up today as well .. but gastric pain siaa .. [szeKeng : sorry !! =]] laLala ~

did minor change to my blog .. =D notices ..? hee ~ gonna post up mie.my darlings pictures up very soon .. =P just u wait .. haHa ~ any room for improvement ..? pls tag in my tagboard to let mie noe !! thank you ~ haHa .. one more ting ..

vote !! see those 2 boxes in my profile column ..?

vote !! help mie pull up the rates .. =D

vote !! it will be up for a year .. =)

vote !! let ur favourite singer(s) win the whole ting .. =)

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blahh .. blahh ..

chad michael murray !! *screams

Currently Listening To : Hilary Duff - Our lips sealed

Thinking Of : chad michael murray !!

Consuming : nth ..

Wearing : v-neck shirt + skirt ..

Time : 6.20 pm







my shuai ge !! oh gawk .. he so blardy good-looking cann !! *gaga- was cursing hilary duff when they kissed .. so good-looking !! (O.O) wahHh .. when he stare at hilary .. was like .. his expression .. his eyes .. so .. so .. shuai !! no word can describe how good-looking he is .. fengqi.shuwei is like .. ok .. i shouldnt be mean .. =x

went to sch for a boring ss remedial .. i shouldnt haf went nor .. waste my slp tym .. >.<" go thr listen him tok abt wad sg industries .. zzZzz .. left with szeKeng.magGie.koOnann.weiZhen .. blahh ~ thoe iderTz .. kept insisting tad im skinny .. im nt !! im just slim .. xP

changed and met sTef .. =) cinderella story !! its .. fantastic .. rreali nicee .. chad so shuai !! wonder how old is he .. =PpPp my new hubby .. bwaHaha ~ i tell u .. if u watch cinderella story .. u will fall in love with him !! so .. awWww ~ ok .. enuff crap ..

went bUgis after tad for neopriNts .. and .. =P saw sm bBall peeps thr .. lol .. shant mention anymore .. hee ~ fun ..

going out with da gurls + yunFang tmr ..? nt sure .. most propberly nt bahh .. i need my beauty slp before q-ing up for so blardy long .. can u imagine ..? sit thr like beggars from morning til nitee .. can die siaa ..

still need to meet rakceNt smday to take energy's cd .. >.<"

holidays' gonna end very soon !! die ~ i haben play til i drop yet !! blahh ..

Hilary Duff - Now you Know

In these eyes

More than words

More than anything that I've spoken

As the skies turned to gray

My heart's is just about to crack open

So the story goes

There’s something you should know

Before I walk away and I blow the ending

and I never wanna be with out you

Oh no, hear I go

Now you know

What I feel about you

there’s no ending

I must have been wrong with out you

Oh no There I go No control

And I’m fallen

So now you know

Feel so right

Craving oxygen

All this truth's left me empty

Will you run

Can you handle it

Cause I need you to tell me

Maybe this is bold

But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending

and I never wanna be with out you

Oh no, hear I go

Now you know What I feel about you

there’s no ending

I must have been wrong to doubt chu you

Oh no There I go No control

And I’m fallen

So now you know

No I won’t look back

When I tell you what I think about you

No I won’t look back

When I tell you what I think about you

So the story goes

Yeah You already know

So don’t be a fool

And go spoil the ending

and I never wanna be with out you

Oh no, hear I go

Now you know What I feel about you

there’s no ending

I must have been wrong to doubt you

Oh no There I go No control

And I’m fallen So now you know

canifindmyprinceandlivetogetherhappilyeverafter?