Don't you feel guilty at all?

before you, my life was a moonless night

and so the enthusiasm of photo-taking died off again.

Whatever. 8-)

It's supposed to be my naptime now, but I failed to drift off to slumber despite rolling on my bed for more than just a little while. Perhaps I've finally gotten use to the sleeping habits of a normal human being. No more hibernation for YT. :D This is a very good improvement. Now.. let's try to get rid of the laziness at dawn, shall we?

Ahhh, it took me slightly more than two days (coughinschoolcough) to complete the sequel to Stephenie Meyer's Twilight, New Moon.. and it got me so upset at the beginning, I cried in class and my mood got dampened during lunch break.

Joann and Wenjing were both highly amused by my sobbing as I read the book. And Wenjing is a meanie, and I shall quote her from her blog (link at the right side, if you're interested) to prove to you:

Right now Auntie YT is tearing away with her korean drama e-novel/storybook. Modern age aunties catch their dramas online, hers based solely on words.

-.- bugger.

SPOILER AHEAD!

I can totally feel the ache and the emptiness Bella was going through when Edward left her.. So sad. :( But then again, I really like the idea of her being with Jacob, you know.. I mean like, I'd definitely prefer my boyfriend to be warm and fuzzy instead of cold and hard. Plus Jacob is huge and kinda cute (from the way the author described).. so he doesn't exactly lose out to Edward.

But then again.. Edward is damn handsome and charming (again, according to the author's description)!!!!1

Hmmmmmmmmm why am I putting myself in such a dilemma? Sheesh, they are fictional! -.-

- end of spoiler-

Having some difficulties in finishing Eclipse now 'cause I'm beginning to feel so guilty for neglecting the project. :S Oh wells, I am an efficient reader, so no worries there for me. Heh. Can't wait for the fourth book man! And I wanna collect all the books la. I only bought Twilight. :( I wanna be able to re-read it as and when I want laaaaaaaaa. :( :( :(

The boy and I basically bummed the week away due to some financial problems hahaha. Friday was spent with HX and KX in town, after school. Stefanie was supposed to be there too, but.. sigh. Oh well, I can't be too greedy, can I? Am glad enough to have HX around for some girly time. :D

Billy, KX and I people-watched for the longest time outside Cine while waiting for the rest of the gang to join us for Prom Night and the movie is.. okay lor. Thrilling, but I kinda expected some of the scenes 'cause I was peeking off Joann's shoulder when she watched it online the other time. Haa.

Caught up with a hugeeee party of KX's friends on Saturday. We loitered at KX's void deck for the longest time to discuss about dinner (with losta interruption about army, army and more army lives) and we settled for steamboat at Qingdian (spelling?)'s crib.

It was after 8pm when that decision was made. Haa. We had to do marketing, preparation and all after that.. So dinner (supper?) started promptly at about 11pm, for all that helped out in the kitchen 'cause the others were just bumming around, thus explainning a later dinner for them.

When I said hugeeee, it's really huge. Let's see.. There's KX, me, Ahbui, Shihui, Ahlim, Qianyi, Ahkang, Baozhu, Qingdian, Yunhui, Ahheng, his gf (forgot her name suddenly), Billy, Lester, Ben, Ahgoo, Ahmu.. if I didn't miss out anyone.. having steamboat altogether at Qingdian's crib. O.O

I think my maid will commit suicide if I ever hold sucha party at my crib for no particular reason.. though I highly doubt that so many people can actually settle themselves comfortable at my crib hahaha.

Dinner dragged through the night 'cause the steamboat itself was kinda problematic.. and our dinner all went down rather raw. Speaking of which, my stomach totally disagreed with it and I spent quality time with my toilet bowl just now. (H)

KX's friends were rather amusing at times and conversations held in English were basically understood to be addressed by me. Gosh, I can understand and speak Mandarin (standard, that is) very well. -.- hahaha.

I wasn't exactly well-fed when we left the crib, but it was pretty cool an experience in all. :D Nice to realise that I ain't sucha pain for most people to hang out with after all.. I think?

Ahhhh.. to death with paranoia, pessimism and insecurity.

Gotta love Agyness Deyn. (H)

I ♥ Kaixiang

i got bored

http://peenut.tumblr.com/

P.S.: No, waiting4miracle will not be neglected. Teeheehee.

bang1

Kaiwen and I are both accused of being heavy color light friend by Huixian.. because we hadn't been contacting her much.

Check out these conversations!

WHYTEE says:

she [Kaiwen] worse than me right

Schvelle says:

HAHHA

yah

This is what Huixian told me..

Tangkaiwen says:

Schvelle says:

she's [me] far worst than u

Schvelle says:

or maybe the same

.. and this is what she told Kaiwen. 

EEEEEEEE KNS I AM SO GONNA EXPOSE YOU!!!!11

And when we confront HX about it.. her lessons ended at the nick of time. Hur.

You owe me dinner.. and Kaiwen a present.

*

This is SIP we're going through. Hahaha. Boredom kills.

Random Thoughts #25

I don't think I have been a good friend of late.. or rather, ever since I got attached.

The word attached is exactly how it has been, seeing that the boy and I are really a package altogether. Like, buy one get one free.

Heavy color light friend. Or so Kaiwen says.


I useda say that time is in the grasp of your own hands. So it's basically up to you yourself on how you wanna manage your time among your circles.

Today

I bit my tongue

for I have been a lousy friend to all of you.

why do you let me stay here

I didn't neglect my camera last weekend. :D

Thus a update with photos *sqeaks*!!!!11 This hadn't happen for a very long time hohoho.

Last Friday, Dawn Dollie, Joann, Wenjing, Ziying and I went E-Hub (the new (to me) shopping centre at Downtown East) for SuperDog and.. NEOPRINTOOO~!!!!!1

Hohoho. Damn old-school la. We all got so excited and ta-daaa!

This one is taken from my (lousy) phone's camera.. Tsk. Very lousy resolution.

I don't know why neoprints went out of da trend. :[ I still enjoy them pretty much, heh. KX! *hint hint* ;D

The silly Ferris Wheel inside the mall.

It might be silly, but I still wanna ride on it leh. Mini Singapore Flyer..

After school, I met up with Huixian and Stefanie for dinner at Fisherios. :D We went fake eyelashes shopping and we hurried all the way back to Fisherios because the forgetful Huixian left her wallet there. Haiyoooo! Luckily we managed to retrieve it back. :B

And then I bought J.CO donuts back for KX's family. Hahaha. The truth is that I wanna eat too la, but ignorance is bliss la. Heeheehee.

Stefanie had to go home early due to boyfriend-curfew (bahwhatiswrongwiththewholeworld).. I met up with KX after he collected his specs and we went to New Asia Bar to visit HX's boyfriend, Yongsheng (just in case you forgot) at work.

Just so you know, NAB is at somewhat the top of Swissotel, like.. level 72? The thought of sitting the elevator (She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator) again made me shudder. It moved sooooooooo fast.. scary. :S

But the view was great.

The photo I took didn't do the scenery any justice. So pretty la..

Check out the fabulous man at work. Hahaha.

And let the cam-whoring~!!!!1

And the boyfriend, trying hard to look decent with his new specs.. heeheehee.

IMHO, I think he failed. Lalala.

I stayed over at KX's crib and we went to Ikea on Saturday, along with Botak! Goodness, I wanted to go there for the longest time la.

:D I is a satisfied girl, baby.

I got this:

His name is Bear the Lion because it looks like a confused bear lion bear lion bear lion bear lion bear lion ahhh, whatever.

Ahahaha, damn cute! ^______^

After the short trip at Ikea, we went over to Mind Cafe for some boardgames.. along with Shihui, her sister (Siewhui? I can't spell her name, sorry), Ah Mao and Kelly too.

Stupid Mr. X game..

It requires so much thinking, I don't like it. Bah. I can't quite get why the rest can get so excited and strategize how to capture Mr. X.

.. and First Hand too!

Hahaha Mind Cafe was so humid, we got so excited, we starting perspiring kinda badly. LOL. FYI, I was the ultimate loser. Bummer. :[

Mr. X again. :S

On Sunday, I spent the whole day with the Ongs. Hohoho. We had turtle soup for lunch.. we went to watch The Dark Knight altogether and it was damn good la.

I have this weird crush on the Joker.

I think I'm kinda sick. :|

Ahem, after the show.. we had teppanyaki for dinner. :] Ahhhh time spent with his parents are still so.. nerve-wrecking. >.<

Today is a yet the start of another week.. and it's still oh so boring.

I've finally started on New Moon (the sequel to Twilight) and I'm so affected by Bella's emotions. Edward, come back........................

OMFG!

SO EXCITING!!!1

CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT!! :D

all over you

There's a drastic drop in my daily hits.

Sigh.

You guys don't love me anymore. :(

Anyway, just for the sake of it.. here are some funny pictures to entertain you hahaha. You might've received them as forwarded emails!

Hahaha.

***

And I'm down with flu now zomg. I can't seem to drive the sick bugs away from me. :( KX's a powderful pua pear tang (sick bucket or something, in hokkien) too, so we're both sick together.

In fact, I think I've gotten my flu from him boohoohoo.

Sniff sniff.

Baby, please stop thinking about me. My nose hurts.

HAHAHA.

Digressing, I caught Hellboy II: The Golden Army yesterday and I think it's nice! Albeit lame, but.. :D you know I can't smile without you.. 

I wanna watch Dark Knight soon soon soon please!

And I want my telly teddy bear.

i was born to tell you i love you

It's been long since I've posted up my photos eh. Time to show my face a 'lil before you guys start forgetting how I look like altogether.

Hurhurhur.

Wah, really so long never post photos already. O.O

I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. I am not fat. 

Teeheehee.

Favourite all-time hobby:

Imitate KX. :D (er, this photo is super damn long ago one hahaha)

Okay, LUNCH~!!!!!111 *chiong to canteen*

&^%$#~!

I is down with urinal infection.

T______________T

I feel damn fucked up because I keep feeling damn urgent, but there's nothing much to pee.

I wanna ki siao already la.

knnccb NO! I will not believe you anymore, you bloody bladder.

Little Miss PMS

I is very grumpy today.

The entire world hates me. My bed hates me, the weather, my father who went to switch off my fan in an attempt to wake me up, my alarm tone, the aunty sitting beside me, the uncle who brushed into me because he kan chiong to alight the bus, my bag because the strap broke, the canteen vendor aunty in school because she didn't prepare the potato I always eat, the drink store because there's no original Yakult, the water cooler because it's spoilt and I have to go somewhere else to refill my water bottle, the door of my lab because it refuses to budge when I shove myself into it because I actually had to tap my card, but I forgot, my anus because it just won't shit and Joann hates me too because I just farted and she went all drama-mama and she shrieked and she ran out of the lab (talk about over-reacting sheesh). 

:(((((((((((((999ninenine

So PMS-y today hohoho.

I hate school. 

There's sports day later and I really really hope that it'd rain again later so that the classmates won't go jogging. Hehehahahoho. I don't like it when they jog because I get so lonely sitting alone somewhere waiting for them to come back.

And I'm so tired because last night I got conned went down to find KX and gang after my family dinner.. with the intention to catch Hellboy but we ended up chillax-ing at Hougang and we chillaxed for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long and the guys' conversations were mainly army, army, tekong, army ghosts, army, army. Sheesh. You'd think they'll ever get bored of this topic. Oh oh, Ah Bui gets enlisted today! See you in 2 weeks, botak hahaha!

The only thing to look forward to is after school when I get to see my baby. ^___^

But that's still very very long later.

To keep my mind from destroying the world, I shall continue to be a bitch to everyone. Teeheehee!

Signing out,

Angry teen

you are my sugar rush

Hello, I've (Wenjing is peeping and reading out loud what I typed, SO IRRITATING!) been wanting to blog, but I kept forgetting to bring my camera's adapter. :[

So this will be, yet another wordy post. Heheh. Apologies! Please don't abandon me. T___T

I've been badly stressed out by my project recently. Many setbacks made me realize just how we're not progressing at all.. In fact, I'd say our progress seems to be deteriorating. :[ Super duper stressed and so helpless.. But now.. the problem is partially solved and I is a happy girl, once again! :D

KX and I went to catch his friend in the Singapore Youth Orchestra Concert at the Esplanade on Tuesday and we left at the first interval LOL. So boring one lo. They were playing Chinese music somemore, which were so not amusing me. (now Joann keep staring at me type.. SIGH!) And so we left for ICE-CREAMMMMMM!! And KX the meanie refused to romantic with me to the Merlion. Boohoohoo. :[

Yesterday was spent at KX's crib watching some really old sequel of Batman (zzz I don't know what's all the hype up about him) and we both fell asleep watching it hahaha. Last time Batman very ugly one.. like some middle-aged accounting manager. I wonder how he looks like (mask off la) in the Dark Knight. I hope he'd be more good-looking now hahaha.

And today is Daddy's day! :]

Okay, I got nothing to update already. OUT!

My name is Jolissa. :]

Inspired from THAT'S NOT MY NAME!!!!11

HAHAHA.

Good night.

That's not my name!

I've been really really boring. :[ And I kept forgetting to bring the camera out as well. Sigh, damn sian.

I took MC on Friday because I felt so horrible in the morning. I was having breakfast and having shitting sensation at the same time lo. The doctor says it's stomach flu.. and somehow, I've got viral fever too. :S

So I stayed home and went over to find the boyfriend after he booked out. I can't remember what we did..................... I think we had Chomp Chomp with the guys who didn't go Double O. Haha healthy lifestyle!! I hate it when KX is always so annoyingly correct all the times. I felt slightly sick after the supper, but mum's the word.. because KX will scold me. Hahaha.

Thou shall always listen to the boyfriend because he is (very very annoyingly) right all the time and I will only stand to lose if I decide to rebut.

I went for facial on Saturday and it was so horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeee. T___T I hate it that my face is so overly-infested with zits and I hate it even more that it's so painful to get rid of them. :[ And my face still haven't recover from all the massive and violent squeezing yet. Don't mention how red, puffy and jialat my face is when you see me okie. It hurts. :(

I finally saw Bernadette after so long. Tsk, I think the last time we hung out was when we did our hair extensions together. And she was very nice and she shared with me this cheese thingy that feels like cuttlefish. NICE!

And then I went over to KX's place and we fell asleep for the longest time, before we left to celebrate the very last of Ah Bui's freedom before he gets enlisted. Heeheehee. It was at some ulu pandan place which I wouldn't walk in even if you pay me $1k.. The street leading to the county club doesn't have street lights as all lor. Well anyway, we sang.. drank (coke, in my case).. and made merry. Ah bui got so high, I was scared of him. Hahaha.

I stayed over at the boyfriend's crib after that! :D And we nua-ed Sunday away in bed until we left for dinner at Botak Jones after much consideration. Didn't know where to go.. what to do.. 

After dinner (Botak Jones is very very nice!), KX got so full, he could hardly move hahaha. So we went home to play Monopoly! He totally pwned me la kns!!!1 I got so bankrupt. :( and he gave me chances to skip paying him rent somemore lor. I will win you in the Game Of Life!!!!!11

No photos.. T___T So sad. Well, anyway.. my photos are so bad now, it'd only be a burden 'cause the school computer don't have PS. :\

Digressing, PhotoShop is really so amazing 'cause I witnessed this before-and-after photos of someone's and it's so horrible how people are deceiving themselves and the cyberworld about their appearances. :S I wish I know PS very well too. Then I can bluff all of you as if I kan chio hahaha! Oh wells..

I just wish that you all will think for yourself, not for the thrill, and definitely not because you're bored.. and "what harm can it do?". You know that there's this consequence that you'll have to pay when the game is over.. and that's no fun at all, baby. You've been through it before.. why do through the same ol' painful procedure over again?

Okay, I got nothing to update already. So mundane right, my life? Oh wells, as long as there's you and me. :]

if I never see your face again

I went from being constipated to having diarrhea.

I have no idea if I should cry or be glee.

Oh............. the agony my asshole is going through.

don't dwell on the past

I am in a fucking foul mood.

After much hesitation and consideration, I adjourned my skip-school plan (because the boyfriend is on leave) because Joann's genuinely sick (eeeee so gross), it's gonna be damn suspicious with the two of us AWOL-ing, I've taken more than a couple of MCs already and I can't possibly leave Wenjing to face the ugly demons alone.

So I got out of my crib painstakingly and waited for my Bus 8, which usually reaches my bus stop at 8.20am, but no, it didn't come.

The first bus I saw came only at 8.35am lor, ccb. And of course it's sooooo packed, it wouldn't stop at all.

Very angry.

I ended up taking a cab to school and I only managed to reach just in time, but my finger and the sensor thing just wouldn't cooperate. ARGHHHHH!!!111

When things go wrong, everything goes wrong. Boohoohoo.

So I went to catch Wanted yesterday, which is a very okay-okay show only. The plot has a very unexpected twist like, :O but it got kinda boring at some parts. Can't deny how hot Angelina Jolie is though. Wooooooooooooo.

KX and I had a major fight (over something really minor) before that in front of Far East. :S It was one of the worst.. and I was a total wreck. But all is well after a lot of yanking, shouting and crying hahaha. tmd so embarrassing.

Sorry to cause you guys to worry!!!1 ♥

lolli lolli lolli lolli let me see you pop that body 

lolli lolli lolli lolli let me see you pop that body 

chocolate lolli, cherry lolli , 'nilla lolli, pink lolli 

red hot, red hot, red hot hot 

I thought you would've smartened up since this isn't the first occurrence, look how wrong I can get.

You can't blame me for shooting my mouth, because I've been there before.. and you have no idea how it feels to have your best friend get close with your crush, lie to you about him, hide things from him, despite assuring you umpteen times that she'd tell you everything regarding him.

You have no idea at all.