Monday Blues ..

Currently listening to : Yuan Wei Jue Xing - Xiao Shi Hou

Think Of : how how how ?!

Consuming : Yogurt ..

Wearing : Shirt + Shorts ..

Time : 8.45 pm


arlOw .. monDay .. laLala ~ siann .. no reading period today .. cux mus to Pac to listen to miNnie chong and mDm Heng tok bull .. =\ stupidd onee .. just go in .. den cux of dunno wad happen .. everyone mux stand up and tuck in shirts .. dorTz .. tok abt our results lOr .. zZzz .. sae wad we beli lousy arhh .. den wad 4Na .. blah blahh .. actually , our results rreli sucky lahh .. =x i guess .. but .. dun need sae til like we so jialet litat de mahh .. if do well in EOY .. no one drop leyy ..? =D i simply love the percentage pass for 3i/j .. lol .. so pathetic .. haHa ..

the talk drags on .. take away 1/2 hr of our f&n prac. !! =( was going to do swiss roll .. but due to shortage of time .. did sponge cake .. xiaoQing and my cake was rreli .. pathetic .. =( cux our tad .. wrist ..? =x is manual onee .. den nt creamy enuff .. sickening .. so our mixture's rreli like paste litat lOr .. ms oNg ended up doing almost everyting for us .. lol ..

reCess .. forced ppl to eat my cakes .. heh heh .. nt bad lahh , actually .. but .. its kinda hard to swallow .. haHa .. dunno whr jOy went to .. =\

hisTory .. gt back test results .. =( failed rather badly .. 7/20 .. *cries* need go remedial !! kaOz .. 7 and below mux go .. geEz .. iderTz ..

physiCs .. went down to lab .. nv do anyting .. haHa .. thr chit chat .. lol ..

lunCh .. ate .. den dicuss abt the problem .. laLala ~

engLish .. spend the hole 2 periods drawing on a piece of paper .. lol .. nice nice .. heh heh ..

went to makan at He.Ji.Bao with Lia.Xian.KokhoNg.steLla .. haihai * so .. sadd .. nvMz .. nt my business .. = haihai * so full !! den go meet sTef .. den went back lOr .. walk to the nearby bkshop den buy foolscap .. yeah .. haHa ..

sickening basTard .. tell me what's wrong with taking a afternoon nap ?! kaOz. . my father thr kpkb .. slping is a crime arhh ..? u dun slp gimme see lahh !! u noe how tired im nt .. iderTz .. everyday so early wake up .. u wake up 45mins / more den me leyy !! still gt slp afternoon nap .. just tad i reach hm lata .. so .. my fault lahh ?! dorTz .. i 15 le leyy !! nt primary sch kid le lOr .. wad's the biggy abt afternoon naps ?! u wan me be like ur oh-so-good-neighbour's daughters izit ?! pls lOr .. im nt like dem !! im nt a NERD !!!

*calming down* nth le .. =D vent my anger in eating fast fast .. now gt terrible hicupps .. >.<" *hicc* laLala ~ kKZ lahh .. go see tv le .. byeEe ~

To : you know who u are ..

maybe i should make tings clear ..? dunno how to tell u abt this .. but .. it will be beta if we tok abt it .. tried writing u a letter .. but im sure it wouldnt work .. toking to u face - to - face would be eben worse .. so just post here .. =] guess u are wondering why the sudden change of treatment ..? call me petty or wad lahh .. but .. i must gt this outta my chest ..? rreli dun wan tings to turn out this way .. but now , rreli dunno how to face u lOr .. if u see this or sth .. mayBe write me a letter / sms mee .. anyting .. but .. gimme a sign kKz ..? i guess everytinh started with the i-pod .. u knew how much we all hated poseurs .. and peep hu like , wanted sth whih her fren wanted alot .. u can deny it .. but .. im sure u knew it very well wad u wanted .. or maybe is i ting too much lahh .. but sm other peep thot tad way too ..? wad am i to do ..? rreli dunno lOr .. felt like , cheated / hurt ..? dunno u experience this kinda feeling before nt .. but .. this isnt the first tym it happened to mee le lOr .. u might be crying now .. feeling so depressed .. i apologise if its my misunderstanding or wadever shit lOr .. but .. i know u know what's going on the very best .. ok .. now type down le .. felt beta liao .. u might be feeling worse .. but this is the best le .. if nt .. we will forever be like this ..? nv tok again .. dunno lahh .. ting i sound crude or sth .. but .. hai * rreli gt too many problems liao .. dun wan anyting to gt between anyone of us .. like , so fast we going to grad nextyr liao .. must cherish one another .. nt .. like , quarrel over small tings ..? i am willing to forget this hole tings lOr .. will u ..?

^things are just not going the right and of the way i wanted .. nv had sth i wanted happened .. all things are going against mee .. why ..? what did i ever do wrong ..? can only act happy and all .. but .. no one actually knew how i felt .. hai * peep say the one who looks the strongest is always the weakest inside .. i suppose that's true ..^