christopher

i am sad . i dun even feel like talking abt anything now . i am very very sad . i see him in bottom 2 only , already so sad le . den when see him out .. wahlao . my tears just came down lor . tmd . my maid thr also very sad . see lah . blogging can also make mie so blardy sad . arghh . my father was so shocked to see mie crying . really dunno what to say already . it seemed meaningless to watch singapore idol anymore . no more christopher . no more yingting . didn`t knew that this will affect mie so much . but it did . i should have known that this day will be coming . but i ddn`t know that it will hurt so badly . joycee and i were crying so badly kae . even szekeNg who is a olinder supporter cried lor . it really hurt so damn blardy much . i dun even feel like watching the champion now . everything reminds mie of christopher . especially all those winnie the pooh bears near my bed . so sad . very very sad . i don wanna go for the party anymore . im afraid i will slap leandra thr if i did . i bth already . it`s all ur fault , u bitch . buzz off . go back to ur mother/father`s country . no one wants u in sgp . u are only making mie sad . if u dun get out next episode , im nt supporting sgp idol anymore . thr`s no point , anyway . i am so sad . i dun feel like blogging anymore . tmd . fuck your father , leandra . fuck all ur supporters . and lastly , christopher , i will definitely continue to support u in no matter what u do . i will always be ur no. 1 loyal fan , dun u worry . and i am sure all ur other fans will be supporting u yi zhi dao jiu hou as well . jiay0uz . will be waiting for ur 1st and new album to be out before jerry . i love u .