I want to paint my face

and pretend that I am someone else

Sometimes I get so fed up

I don't even wanna look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I hate the way you look at me I have to say

I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart

I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start

And you might think its easy being me

You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking

in the middle of the night

And then it hits me and I can't

even believe this is my life