(: congrats to the o;levels result takers ! dont broad over it if it wasn;t well done. (:
Time : 6.45 pm

hello ! had PE. ran 6 rounds. crazy woman. she thinks that all of us girls are robots or something. was so wet during f&n. Ong commented that i didn;t do expectedly well for my common test. sharks. sadsadsad. tried to listen during POA, and i guess i understood. (: had to leave 1 period before school end to the hall. gosh. i was so freaked out for no reasons. as if i was the one taking results. the atmosphere was so tense lah.

i can;t believe it will be my turn there. sitting staring blankly at Ms Tay hoping that the darm principal will quickly finish with the statitics. and it will be my turn trying desperately to get the colors outta my hair. and it might be my turn to cry and think about what i should do. retain or what ? or maybe i;ll be cheering, screaming, or whatever happy gestures.

MeiHui gt 6 distinctions ! WOAH. a smart girl indeed. was clapping like mad for them. haha ~ i wanna see my name up on the list next year. i want. and now it;s gonna serve as my motivation. (:

Low Ying Ting 4i 10 distinctions

okay okay.. im crapping. i dont even take 10 subjects. XD went Mac with Joyce and HuiXian after that. ate and revised POA with Joyce for a while and we went doing our f&n. now Joyce and i are going to have a rather similiar TA. hahaa..

gonna try to study for POA later. guys ! please study. hate the teacher, but dont hate the subject !! POA;s innocent. study study. (: [as if i am in any position to say them. ha !]

*congratulation to the people who are satisfied with their results ! and to those who didn;t do well.. cheerup ! im sure there;s a way out. (:

i don;t need a pill to fix what u did

boring sunday
Time : 9.30 pm

yo ! a boring day indeed. but hey, no more late nights, no more messy hair due to studies, and more more tv ! =D and the next exam will be coming at around May. *shuang shuang shuang*

B Girls; match on Thursday. gonna rush there right after POA. (: si AiHua better dont drag my precious time. my jiemeis need my support ! =x yeahyeahyeah ~

gt nth better to blog already. so boring.

you you you you you you you

happy happy. =D
Time : 11.40 pm

hello ! just back home. gosh. i stink. hahaa ~

was woken up by Joyce in the morning. idiot. disturb my sleep. made her call me up later and finally meet her at abt 2. lol. went town ! damn Roxy. u;re cheating on my feelings ! it;s been a week and u didn;t restock !! these are only few months when i;m rich ! *grumbles* bought a shirt from Ebase which Joyce kept complaining was too big. heck no !

bought 3 hairbands and earstuts from Catus and Pines. im not crazy. they are all of the different colors. pink brown white. [psst ! that;s white. not spacings] hahaa ~ cant remember what else i brought, but that used up half of the cash i bought. and i bought a 100. *pulls hair*

met the girls [amelia.huixian.siewling.stefanie] at Marina Bay MRT station. was kinda late, but Kelly was worst ! all of us acted angry when she came, and she believed ! (O.O) sat a free combi to the steamboat area, but that shop is so dirty lah. the floor;s wet and there;s no fans. but hey, free ride ! Kelly gt a very cute honey pot. XD ate. was cooking sotongs most of the time, which everyone complained was salty. ): it wasn;t that bad right ?! sadsadsad.

i believed most of us were like, standing and cooking, but not sitting and eating. lol. some irritaing guys [maybe they were flys their pastlifes] kept bugging Amelia to give them her no. they simply cant understand what;s N-O. hahaa ~ we, the other girls, were like insulting and gossiping abt them. wanting them to pay for Amelia;s no., and lots of wacky ideas. XD in the end, we left w/o Amelia;s no. for them. haha ! went VCH area (that bridge) to take pictures. lol. so dumbdumbdumb.

went home with Kelly. haha ~ and left my shopping stuffs with the girls. -.-" i dread sth bad;s gonna happen to them. lol. now at home ! all stinky, smelly, dirty, oily, sweaty. eeek eeek eeek. gonna bathe !

psst ! who wanna buy pigs for meee ? one from Action City and another one from Taka. please please please. =D

stop telling me stuffs i dont wanna listen

COMMON TEST;S OVER ! (except POA)
Time : 9.00 pm

hello ! it;s finally FRIDAY ! *jumps around* had Maths (LAST paper) i donlt really understand the algebra questions. kill me. miracles will happen IF i pass. had compass-shopping with half of my class at the bookshop. hahaa ! it took us a period to just stand there and admire the compasses. XD

F& after recess. i cant stand the long 4 periods !! sheesh. the coursework is so demanding. argh. "Chemistry" after that, ended up checking our o;level costs and time. so expenisve ! $370 in total. woot. and we;ll be taking POA and F&N at the same time/day. amusing. plus ! had the talk about AiHua again and again. and the 2 lessons were gone with the wind. (: KoonAnn;s gonna get punished. gosh. that dumb witch.

Choir was boring boring boring. having Choir tmr, but im not attend. im NOT afraid to let the bootlickers know that im not going for it. kick me out, for all i care. XD talk to my mum. she;ll definitely support me. nahnahniebooboo ~~

end of the common tests. *sigh in relief* i can finally watch tv with ease, without worrying that i won;t be able to finish my revision. sharks. pe next monday.

u can never realise im the one beside u all the while

Physics Common test sucked
Time : 6.30 pm

hello. ran out of house in da morning forgetting my money. argh. Physics was badbadbad. down right bad. all the calculations looked so tough, and are tough. and there;s this stupid question about dunno what thick wire. sucks sucks sucks !

gt 14/30 for English. tmd. 1/2 the class passed. sheesh. my English is getting worse. sadsadsad. cant eben pass. =( did some stupid worksheet for Chinese. Joyce.KoonAnn.me copied ans. XD POA was boring. made an effort to listen to what she was talking about. =D that bitch told us that the test laster in the afternoon would be for 20mins and that we can leave right after we finish it. went back on her words after that. tsktsktsk. bad karma !! drew a "spider" of the magnetic forces. so cutee. lol. was so amazed by the iron filling thingy. woahh.

Maths test ! very afraid that i;ll do badly tmr. i don;t ask for much. i;ll be contented with a d7. =) and i;ll be over the moon if i passed. POA test after school. nth much and went home with Stefanie.Joyce. right now blogging, obviously. hahahaaa ~

tmr;s having the last Common paper ! *relieved* except for POA. steamboating with my gang [im lao da, u see.. and it goes according to height. lol] on Saturday. coolcoolcool !

The [please insert name here] Group
Lao Da - ME !
Lao Er - Q-mo (actually she;s taller, but hey. i rather be laoda. =x)
Lao San - SiewLing
Lao Si - Kelly
Lao Wu - HuiXian
Lao Liu - Amelia
Lao Qi - Stefanie
Fafa (doggy) - Joyce

isn;t this nicee ? XD hahahaaaa ~

i want you and your beautiful soul

last day of CNY !
Time : 8.45 pm

hiyee. quick update before mugging once again.

Social Studies was already. got all my points messed up. i;ve repeated "a sense of belonging and nationhood" for thousands of times for the first qn. nvm. at least now my essay looks long. =D Chinese after that. KoonAnn is so shity. pormised nt to laugh at my ez-link and ended up like a crazy man after seeing it. hmph.

wrote q-mo;s autograph book during SS. im kinda proud of myself. finished 3 page of self-intro in 2 periods. lol. Mdm Wee didnt come today. did ws and had a huge karaoke session with KokHong;s phone. hahaa ~ everyone was like, singing WuDing together. so funny.

KoonAnn : don;t worry be happy ! (:

assembly was boring. about dieting and some shit. boringgg.. had HeJiBao with Joyce ! (: been long since it;s just 2 of us. did our usual stuff. gossiping. LOL. typical 38s. =x loaned PeiShi.Banana $$ and went home. hahaa ~

had to go to the Singapore Turf Club to gamble. nahh ~ just kidding. lol.. my dad had a function there with his "car" pals. and i totally no idea why on the earth i am supposed to attend it. none of his dumb friends bought their family members along, unless u consider the stupid dumb antique car his 2nd wife. so shitty. making me stand there like a wallflower doing absolutely nth. cant even revise my Physics, as i;ll look like some dumb nerd studying in TurfClub. argharghargh. i dont wanna talk about it anymore.

but hey, i saw my dream car. woot ! so pretty. but i;ll hate maintaining it. it seemed.. so expensive. check out my phone;s display picture to see it. =x

okae ! Physics time. God please bless me with good results.

happy Chu15 everyone ! full moon ! =D

if i were a rich girl, nanananananananaan ~

Chemistry Common Test !
Time : 8.00 pm

hiyee ! just a quick post before i mug ! (:

today;s Chemistry was alright, i guess ! i hope i can do well. was feeling so tired today. argh. KoonAnn quarrelled with AiHua. WAHH. my idol. stayed for lunch after school. ate and fooled around with the girls. lol. there;s 8 of us ! me.amelia.huixian.joyce.stefanie.kelly.siewling.huiru. hahaa ~

were so despearate for a name. i am lao da ! (because im the tallest) heheh. shall update the name later.

it;s studying time ! everyone jiayou ! (:

i just cant stand you sometimes. just shutup and get a life.

finally ..
Time : 10.10 pm

my computer;s so dumb. after Amelia left, its lagging like crazy. argh.
nvm. at least i can blog. =D

saw Ganpin;s friend and her friend while waiting for Lecia. (sorry ! i forgot your name. =x) Amelia came and fetch us to school. (: good samaritians ! hahaa ~

history was alright. hope i can score. (: i dont wanna get any red marks for this CA. god ! please bless me with good results. KoonAnn and JunKai is now offically my books carriers. *evil grin* nth much happened after that. AiHua is so crappy ! making us pay 10cents for not having the notes. wth ! crazy woman. and she seemed as if she was going to say her "im so disappointed in you, yt" speech when she realised i didn;t have the notes as well. argh.

went library for History. damn. i kept spelling history as histroy. something;s wrong with me today. had lab lesson for Physics. seriously, mr. Sreeni cannot take last periods. he;s always dragging to extra time ! went Sing.Post with Amelia.Huixian. saw WeiDe.CheeChai.JiaYang there. hahaa ~ studied with Amelia. not bad not bad. (: managed to finish periodic table and moley moley ~ the Mac is so noisy lah. not a good studying environment.

went to buy lightbulb for my toilet and went over to my house. hahaa ~ she udes my comp and my father fetched her home. (:

study study study !! yingting ! must do well for your common tests ! mummy;s been so nice to u, and u should do well in your studies to make her proud ! STUDY STUDY STUDY !!

lalalaa ~

im bored.

good luck for all your common tests, people.

come out come out wherever u are ~~
Time : 10.00 pm

hello ! a nice day ! (: went KBox with Amelia.Joyce.Huixian. (: a gigantic room ! big enough for us to lie on each sofa comfortably, and the tv is huge. had so much fun and singing despite my lost voice. (: totally went crazy when Joyce;s dong tian li de yi ba huo came. Amelia and me are her dancers. >.<>ain;t no sunshine. went even worse when we sang, oh nonono. it;s screamed it;s my life. XD jumping on the sofas and screaming at the top of our lungs. now, that;s the way to sing it;s my life, Sylvester !

left and some unhappy stuffs happened. ended up eating Pasta Mania. cheer up Amelia ! (: Amelia went to look for her cousin after that, Joyce went home, and HuiXian and me went Citylink in search of my shoes. (: bought it ! heehee. went town after that. caught Hide and Seek. gosh ! so freaky ! it;s very calm when it;s nt scary, not totally horrifiying when its scary. and that dumb HuiXian kept boo-ing me when the show was in suspend, keeping me squeak. -.-"

its great ! *4 thumbs up* must watch, or else regret ah ! =x my popcorn box was so poor thing. was my hider and was flat at the end of the show as i was too scared. come out come out whereever u are ~ lol. the plot has a very weird twist in the end, which made me ???.

walked around after that, gt Chingay ! the props were prettypretty. had dinner at Mos Burger and HuiXian went crazy. XD lol. walkwalkwalk. i like a Mango rainbow bag ! unfortunately, had shortage of $$ despite the fact i bough $80++ out. -.-" gonna get it soon. =P

*yawn* cant find a time when both my mum and i are free ! cant wait to get my Mini. XD

i tried. thinking that i would stop thinking the way i wouldn;t like. but it seems so tough. i cant get it outta my mind. and right now, it seems to get even more possible than it used to be. i cant concentrate on stuffs im supposed to do. what if it;s for real ? how am i supposed to face it with a broad smile telling myself everything is still the same ?

i need to be happier in the inside

come out come out wherever u are ~~
Time : 10.00 pm

hello ! a nice day ! (:

went KBox with Amelia.Joyce.Huixian. (: a gigantic room ! big enough for us to lie on each sofa comfortably, and the tv is huge. had so much fun and singing despite my lost voice. (: totally went crazy when Joyce;s dong tian li de yi ba huo came. Amelia and me are her dancers. >.<>ain;t no sunshine. went even worse when we sang, oh nonono. it;s screamed it;s my life. XD jumping on the sofas and screaming at the top of our lungs. now, that;s the way to sing it;s my life, Sylvester !

left and some unhappy stuffs happened. ended up eating Pasta Mania. cheer up Amelia ! (: Amelia went to look for her cousin after that, Joyce went home, and HuiXian and me went Citylink in search of my shoes. (: bought it ! heehee. went town after that. caught Hide and Seek. gosh ! so freaky ! it;s very calm when it;s nt scary, not totally horrifiying when its scary. and that dumb HuiXian kept boo-ing me when the show was in suspend, keeping me squeak. -.-"

its great ! *4 thumbs up* must watch, or else regret ah ! =x my popcorn box was so poor thing. was my hider and was flat at the end of the show as i was too scared. come out come out whereever u are ~ lol. the plot has a very weird twist in the end, which made me ???.

walked around after that, gt Chingay ! the props were prettypretty. had dinner at Mos Burger and HuiXian went crazy. XD lol. walkwalkwalk. i like a Mango rainbow bag ! unfortunately, had shortage of $$ despite the fact i bough $80++ out. -.-" gonna get it soon. =P

*yawn* cant find a time when both my mum and i are free ! cant wait to get my Mini. XD

i tried. thinking that i would stop thinking the way i wouldn;t like. but it seems so tough. i cant get it outta my mind. and right now, it seems to get even more possible than it used to be. i cant concentrate on stuffs im supposed to do. what if it;s for real ? how am i supposed to face it with a broad smile telling myself everything is still the same ?

i need to be happier in the inside

im bored. KILL ME.

there;s simply nth to read, do, see, watch. and i dont feel like sleeping. *throws stones into the pond*

bought a packet of Lays. ^____^ heehee. you just cant resist !

why am i blogging anyway ?

BOOBOO ! (:
Time : 8.45 pm

hello ! it;s a friday and i kinda woke up later than usual. was feeling so letagic [i am so sure i spelled wrongly] and ended up sleeping more to catch a cab later. gt down and no cab was at sight ! or if there is, it;s definitely taken by someone else. was so depressing to see so many cabs go by me. nicenice Amelia;s dad was me and ordered me a ride to school ! =D thanks Amelia for running out to get me ! so touched. thankyou thankyou ! i would have been late. *muacks

found out sth in the toilet. was so... ARGH. thanks SweeYim ! (: and no thanks to JunKai and KoonAnn who were trying to help by screaming out requests for stuffs. -.-" did compo during Chinese. thanks Joyce for all the f&n tips ! *ilu ! im understanding circles, semicircles, cyclic circles better. (:

had f&n test. wasn;t that tough actually. all thanks to the help CheeChai and Joyce gave. (: hope i can score well to repair the damage i did with my Chinese. hahaa ~ did test for Chemistry too. oh well. i hate the fomulae. but Ms Tay said i;ll be able to pass. (: but nt with a good grade though. *sigh

had choir. couldn;t sing as my voice still refuse to return to me. hahaa ~ lent my mirror to the Sops to look at themselves. lol. choir ended damn late. stupid.. whatever her name is. met Amelia.HuiXian.Stefanie.qMo.SiewLing. hahaa ~ and went home together. :)

going TP with Amelia.Joyce.Huixian. yipee ~ first stop : KBox. yeah ! make my voice nt come back ever again. *laughs* and going shopping with HuiXian after visiting TP. *wringle my fingers* SHOPPINGG !!

you;re so dumb dumb dumb dumb.

Random Facts about Chemistry !

Stoichiometry and the Mole Concept

Relative molecular mass [Mr] :

the relative molular mass of a substance (compound, mixture, element) is defined as the average mass of one molecule of the substance, compared with the mass of a carbon-12 atom, which is taken as 12 units.

this is crap. i dont even understand anything, and im lefting from the worksheet.

no. of moles = no. of particles / arogadro constant (6 x 10^23)

no. of moles = mass / molar mass

no. of moles = volume / molar volume (24 dm^3)

i tried. hahaa ~ ain;t im nicee ? u can enjoy my blog and study Chemistry at the same time. *smiles*

actually i am typing these just because im too lazy to write them down black and white. lol. typing;s so much easier. *sheepish grin*

zzzz ..
Time : 8.40 pm

hello. i hate the weather. it totally sucks. and i left my f&n textbook in school when i have my common test tmr. *slap myself left right* dumb me. a f9 is now there waiting for me. ARGH. dammit dammit !

school was alright today. tired tired tired. gt 54 for my Chinese. so disappointed with myself. had expected myself to do a l'il better. 54 ?! gosh. im not pushing myself. gt bsck Physics test as well. improved by 1 mark. lol. dumbdumb. need just 1/2 mark to pass. -.-" and Mr Sreeni went crazy and started tossing books into the air. >.<

had Maths at the room 311. i like it there ! all maths lessons should be held there. in fact, all lessons. *greedy grin* had to do a sum on the board and i gt it right. MUAHAHA.

Ms Tan did not really change after the talk, according to my opinion. although she tried her best to control her temper and nt yell at anyone who is not doing the stuffs she wanted. hahaa ~ i guess my expectations were that she;ll start smiling and relaxing and all. u know, everything will be at ease. but im utterly disappointed. =x

however ! the extra lesson ended at an amazing early time. went Parkway with Joyce.Maggie.Szekeng. had Ahjison [spellling error]. the price kinda hurt and the servings were so so so huge. i cant even finish half a bowl ! lost Siahmong;s pink band. =( felt so bad. sorry ! gonna get a new one for him. (: had ice-cream ! yumyum. so niceee.

the girls heard some guys calling us bitch(es), and i cant hear them. -.-" well, those bastards are kinda lame. fancy calling girls they hadn;t met before bitches. i suppose those girls they know will be sluts, sows and any other insulting words huh. lamers.

ahhh ! im so tired. common test next week. jiayou everyone ! (: need to study already.

no. of moles = volume / molar volume
shit. that;s the only formula i know. -.-"

u bitch. fancy u doing that. i hate you.

x)
Time : 8.20 pm

hiyeee ! back to school. (: met Lecia, and boy, the weather;s so warm. it;s the firstime im sweating on my way to school. had reading period in the school hall for no reason. the Sec 3 had MTV, but what does it have to do with us? -.-"

lessons were boring. realised that long crap of chapters and units we had to learn for the Maths Common test. they would have thought we are some genius. -.- Mr Chan still owe me my Chinese Common test paper ! idiot. had food rationing during recess. so rubbish ! had 3 piece of plain crisp crackers each to last the whole day. oh god ! that is 4 periods before recess and 6 more after recess. to make matters worse, the crackers were tasteless. eeek ! im sure when crisis reaches us, the food will be so much better.

Social studies was as boring as usual. scribbled all over KokHong;s hand and fingers. XD talked about Ms Tan;s stuffs during CV. boy, im so sad i missed out ytd;s talk. *weeps* finally had lunch. well, that auntie must have thought i was some piggy. cause the servings she gave me was so huge, causing me to waste goof food away. =x

didn;t sing during choir. Ms Poh [i think. i forget her name.] wasn;t quite convinced that i was sick. gee ! i hope im not being too sensitive about this.

was on the way home, and my mum called me to help her get something from 7-11. damn. it;s so far away ! and the dumb weather is so so so so warm. saw Desmond on the way home ! =D gave me quite a shock. lol.

having POA tmr. i hope she don;t start weeping and saying that we are bullying her or sth. *laughs* or maybe, she;ll be treating us extra nice with sugar and cream added as toppings.

why can;t u realise that i;m here all the while for you

school-less. (:
Time : 8.30 pm

anyone missed meee ? heehee. didnt go school today. lost my voice and was feeling so uncomfortable.

my dumb mummy don;t allow me to visit the doctor ! -.-" says that it;s a waste of money, blahblah.. oh gosh. i need medicine lah. and ms Tay will kill me tmr. *pulls my hair

im so lazy to blog now.

why can;t that be true ?

Happy Valentine;s Day ! (:
Time : 10.00 pm

hello ! it;s Valentine;s today.

thanks Joyce for the big and cute sunflower ! (:
thanks Lecia for the badges and chocolates ! (:
thanks Maggie for the nice nice pandant ! (:
thanks Stefanie for the nice and so so so sweet letter ! (:
thanks KoonPheng for the grass. -.-"

had a nice celebration with the Papers - HuiXian. ate at Coffee Club. woow ~ such nice atmosphere. had pizza and calamari. nicenice. chocolate fondue was wonderful. felt so great eating the chocolates and fruits. hahaa ~ took neoprints with our cute flowers ! =D had to rush home for dinner with my mum's friends. irritating.

my valentine;s alright. (: i guess, im nt that depressed over nt having a date. *laughs* but HuiXian made me so so so so envious ! ): awwwww ~ so sweet. x)

felt so sad to know about other stuffs

dammit
Time : 10.10 pm

i just blogged finish and everything;s gone. NVM. lazy to update again.
u just keep making sad and happy. sometimes i just wish u dont trust me that much and talk less. maybe then i wont be as hurt and i will be happier now thinking the way i wanted. it;s all your fault.

it;s all your fault.

oh my. MY COMPUTER !
Time : 11.00 pm

my computer went hay-wire, crazy,mad,retarded. all my settings are gone, and it went back to as if brand new. thank god my songs, pictures and stuffs are still around, or else i;ll scream and hammer this computer.

saturday ! met Gabriel.Amelia at eunos MRT and wait for Kelly.Siewling.Qmo. hahaa ~ they finally arrived and went Amelia;s house. Deedee;s so hairy now ! omg. dont look as cute le. =x played around and ate the new year goodies. hahaa ~ HuiXian.Lecia came over after that. gt hongpows ! hahaa ~ and went over to my hse after that. they totally messed up my already messy room. hahaa.. then they took out my soft toys and throw against my Energy poster. >.<"

kelly;s house after that. played banluc ! okae. i wasn;t winning much. won $1. -.-" left at around 4plus and sat a cab home with Amelia. was supposed to go out with Lecia.HuiXian, but my dumb mother told me that i had to go bainian last min. argh !! so irritating. went home and took a short nap and went bainian-ing.

i swear there;s sth wrong with that uncle. nvm. shan;t talk bad abt him. =x left and met Lecia after that. she refuse to eat chocolate fondue with me ! =( went to look for valentine;s present. bought a belt and nail polish remover. (:

went home at abt 10plus. so sad. no chocolate fondue. hahaaa ~ im home now and im still so nt used to the "new" computer. argh. irritating.

i love jiao dian! u know, the boring show when they should abt all the inc. and all ? todayls episode was abt mp3s. and that creative founder was out encourageing people to buy mp3. "gai mai de jiu yin gai mai." WOOOAH ! i love that sentence. =x now my mother;s kinda willing to buy it for me. heehee.

:(

(:
Time : 7.30 pm

hello ! was so relutant to go school today. wrote a card for CheeChai together with Joyce, with his constant peeking. lol. anyway, the present we bought is really nice ! coloured underwears. (since his birthday is over now, i guess i could say it out. =D) we plucked out all our courage to enter the department and bring it, ignoring the strange glances. lol. [CheeChai : must use! (:]

Maths was boring. I PASSED MY MATHS TEST ! woohoo ! it;s like, how many times do i get to pass an offical class test ? and it;s ALGEBRA. im so proud of myself, although it;s just a 21/40. =x Stefanie didnt come school today ! so did SzeKeng. = F&N ! did the tasteless soup. mine was so oily ! and with losta charred garlic. >.<" AikChun and KianChang's was terrible. lol.

Chemistry. im getting messed up with all the moles, molar mass, molar volume, 24dm^3...

chatted with Kelly they all after school. haha ! im getting sunflower from siewling on valentine;s ! =D choir was as usual. i think im out for SYF. apparently, being airy isn;t good eh ? but it;s my voice what. how u want me to change. >.<>

went home with Amelia.HuiXian.Joyce. (:

im hungry.

going bainian at the Papers; houses ! =D oh boy oh boy !

sad sad sad

BLOODY PRINTER
Time : 11.30 pm

im so stressed now !

my dad just had to bug me to go eat dinner with his cousins (who are around my age. -.-) and i have to sit there and rot. more to add, my tummy is so full now. and he simply choose to ignore me when i wanted to go home ! my f&n is waiting for me at home ah !!!

finally reach home and so many people started so many things at one time. bugging me to print and asking questions when i am trying to work on my f&n. but im nice and friendly, so i helped everyone. (: *angellic yingting*

and my dumb printer !! ARGH ! speaking of it can make my blood boil. he dunno what is called print 2nd page !! only know how to print one page, when that doc. is more than that, and that;s it, refuse to move anymore. tmd. must keep editting here and there.

irritating.

why is there f&n tmr ?! i dont wanna go school ! (T.T)

lastly, happy new year. >.<"
im not your diary and i dont wish to be. i dont want to hear what;s happening between u and her. i dont wanna hear that she isn;t reacting to you. i just wish to know nth and be ignorant. why cant i ?

):

Lunar New Year Day 1 !
Time : 10.00 pm

hello ! Happy Chinese New Year ! (:

lousy new year. i doubt the economy is really that bad right !? $120 from bother parental and materal sides ! OMG. those cheapskates. *grumbles grumbles*

time for some POA.

had PizzaHut for dinner ! KianLoong is a copycat ! XP he ate the same thing as me, ordered around the same time, and the price was almost the same ! lol. sucha coincidence.

quick update about today. went to 4/5 houses today. my butt;s flatten by all the sitting, and was i bored ! to make matters worse, im the only teenager around, and people seemed so interested about my height, my size, my braces, and the fact that im sec4.

seriously, do i look like a Sec 3 ?? and my korkor is so fat now ! AHAHAHA ! i think he;s pissed with everyone saying that he;s too fat and about the fact that he is a divorcee. what;s wrong with that ? XP i hear him repeat the same old story abt what happen til i can memorise it backwards.

i hope the turn here turn there stem-like plant my mum bought works. i seriously think i need some change in luck.

LowYingTing Co.
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perhaps only POA students will understand. haha. but its kinda easy to understand right ? i hope my "template" is not outta shape though. actually, this is just for today. we shall SEE if there will be any improvement for tmr or so.

this is so pathetic.

if this is really my company, i would have closed down and declare myself banrupt. doing a Balance Sheet when its chu 15. =x

tmr there will be a similar P&L a/c to see if there;s any blanace day adjustments. who says i dont listen in class ? =P

try to understand because i am fed up with all the editing.

new bang in my life !
Time : 10.30. pm

checkthisout !


hope it can be viewed. (:

my new plant ! heehee. it;s called you ci ci ! =D which means got thorns.valentine;s reaching in about.. 6 days? gosh. i loathe this day now.

sometimes i just hate to know too much stuffs.

happy new year !

Happy New Year ! (:
why tell me things i dont wanna know?why must u confine in me everything?i rather u keep me in the dark and let myself think whatever i want.
enjoy everyone. get losta hong baos.

This is a very nice song by S.H.E ! ya, i know its not new or sth, and that it;s not so popular. but hey, it;s so meaningful. i wanna delicate [dedicate. =x lol. typical singaporeans] this song to the *rolls drums* PAPERS ! and my 4i classmates. =) heehee.

cant view ? click edit on top and change encoding to Chinese (traditional)/ Unicode. =) u should be able to see the chinese words.

S.H.E - 一起開始的旅程

忽然想到一起開始的旅程
這幾個字有種溫暖的氣氛
如果用來形容我們
是不是很巧妙
傳神從沒想過事情會這樣發生
原本陌生的人
闖進了人生
從此生命中多出你們
也多出無限可能
一起作伴
一起遊玩
一起分享青春的寶藏
一起前進
一起轉彎
一起想下一個夢想

My baby
You baby
什麼都不想錯過
用心感動
這旅程中
因你而加倍的感動
My baby
You baby
讓我多記下一些沿路感受
那將會是我
最美最好的收穫

這是一段我們秘密的旅程
別人很難瞭解其中的興奮
可惜沒空理會他們
我在意的只有你們未來
還有很多事情要發生
豐富我這有人相伴的人生
只要我轉身看見你們
每天都精采萬分
感謝你願意陪伴我
不然我將會多麼寂寞
不然如何能把淚水
變成回憶的彩虹

Who says I am always shopping ?!
Time : 6.40 pm

Hello ! It;s a Monday. =) Woke up so damn early in da morning. My body clock;s not working well again. Stupid ITE guys. So short still want to know people. Go grow a few more iches first lah. Lecia gave me some ShuWei and JR;s pictures ! ahhh !! THANK YOU ! (:

English common was alright. Mdm Wee never tell us the format for a reply complaint letter ! = bugged KoonAnn and JunKai to help me carry my books to and fro. lol. too heavy lah. don;t even know why I had sucha mountainful of books. F&N after that. Ms Ong wasn;t in a terrific mood. boo. recess. bought a stick of chicken waiting to sink my teeth into it, when !! it dropped on the floor. WAH WAH WAHHH !! *cries* I was trying to save money and I fed my chicken to the floor+dustbin instead ! sobsob.

Thanks KoonAnn for lending me $$ ! =) POA. I know what;s depreciation ! =x Ms Tan simply refuse to let KoonAnn go to the toilet lah. sucha funny sight. =x They bully my Bianbian Patrick ! =( History was boring. group work. (: Physics after that. oh boy ~ so tired. SiahMong gt a Flinstone;s Dino pet keychain ! nobody will listen to me that it;s not a dino, but a dog. argh ! soon, everyone will be carrying that purple thing around. sadsadsad.

went Bugis with Joyce. (: saw Allen ! hahaa. had the Chicken Salad at BK. yumyum. nicenice ! Im so healthy. [Joyce: I know Im repeating !] went Fox to look for my skirt. but.. DONT HAVE MY SIZE ! >.<" stupid Western countries clothes. Can;t they think for the smaller size people !! went Suntec to look for it. and viola ! I bought it. heehee. finally. =) Im in no shortage of clothes now.

no more will u see me typing about what I bought. =x lalala ~ who says Im a spendtrift ?! well, not me. cause I know im not. muahaha ! going out with my mum later. oh boy oh boy ! IT;S SHOPPING TIME !

Its Chu Xi tmr ! abalone abalone !! and I;ll get to see all my cute little cousins. [Im the oldest, sadly.] Hope Shan & Yang [cousins who are more of my age] will be going. pleasee !

and I hope my grandfather will not get a pet dog all of a sudden. oh ya, and that his neighbous; dogs will stop barking and giving me that stupid threatening looks.

IM SO EXCITED !!
XDXD

*gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya ! gong xi gong xi gong xi ni !!

its joyous to see u happy, even though im not the one you;re happy about

ouch. my foot hurts.
Time : 8.00 pm

hello ! a sunday. =) had to wake up early in da morning to help out. argh. so tiring ! rushed home and changed to wait for Joyce for a long time. -.-" that idiot. met Amelia and Megan at Expo. seriously, Amelia look more like the younger sister. =x

went shopping ! hahaa. Joyce bought alot sia ! if u wanna know what we bought, ask me. =) Stefanie.HuiXian didnt come along. awww ~ Amelia.Megan had lunch at OrangeJulius. they went to look for their parents while Joyce and i went Tampines. keep seeing Jenny and HuiShan around. haha ~ cut my hair at Supercut. $25 only neh ! cheapcheap. my hair was, alright. i guess i need time to get use to this.

bought wrapping paper for Logan;s present and went ToysRUs!! =) so nicee. and Joyce bought some stuffs. haha.. bugged Joyce to get a shirt from Fox which I think look gd on her. off-shoulder ! an imrpovement from tee-shirt. =D I LIKE THE SKIRT THERE ! gt ribbons and a pink flower. so nice ! will be getting it either tmr or Tuesday. heheh. and a pink halter ! with lotsa strings and such attached to it. hee

im so tired now. argh. i need sleep ! i love pacific clams ! i chiense it;s "Bao Bei" so hao chi !!
chinese new year is just around the corner. oh boy ! i can hardly wait. oh dear.. if chinese new year is reaching, Valentine;s will be too. =( sad. lonely Valentine;s.

will you be my valentine;s ?

feifei love bianbian
Time : 9.00 pm

hello ! been long since I;ve reach home so early on a Saturday. haha. so tired !

went shopping with HuiXian.Joyce. =) Lecia was nt able to join us for sm reason! aww ~ went Orchard. Ripcurl gt a very nice rainbow handbag ! but, ARGH ! when I went up to Roxy, and return back to Ripcurl. IT;S GONE. ='( *weep* so sad can ! it;s less than 10 mins !

Joyce bought one Ripcurl bag. lucky her. walked around and we went Lido to get sm unmentionables for Logan. LOL. so... ARGH. HuiXian bought heels from Charles&Keith, while i mopped over there. lol. HuiXian also bought a Stussy tanktop, and i continue to mop. until ! went Fleshimp and bought a skirt at $50. (: would have bought the Billabong one instead, if I didnt see that. and I be be money-less. lol. HuiXian and I bought bought ear-rings. =)

HuiXian went Bugis to look for her mum after that, while Joyce and I continue to shop. had dinner at PastaMania. dont eat "Chicken Sauagge". it sucks. walked around and was rather bored lah. nth to do, and Joyce was money-less. haha ~ bought Patrick ! heehee. this time it;s a chain. kinda different from the one KoonAnn bought, but was as cute as ever. x) and this one is so flat and wide. lol. bought nail polish ! =D

walk walk walk. nth to do already, and my limbs seemed as if they are going to fall off anytime. boring !

going to go look for valentine;s goodies recipes now. =) chow !

bianbian love feifei

i am NOT dino !
Time : 8.45 pm

I like this picture !

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hello ! Friday. had Chinese common test, and well.. no comments. i totally forget how to write "man". ARGH ! the compre is tough. had Maths after that. boring. im behaving like a pig recently. always eating whenever there's a break, even though im nt hungry ! gosh!

F&N after that. went though the coursework. gosh ! time flies eh ? had to wait outside class after lessons. KoonAnn seemed so embarassed to hold my pencil case! lol. Chemistry after that. had 4 "zai er" during lunch. LOL. piggified. those stupid band boys keep teasing me. choir was boring as usual. i just keep thinking that that idiot is biased against me. and i hope it;s not just the devil inside me thinking of that. had group sectionals, and sm stupid idiot keep shouting KONGLONG !! -.-"

had audition after that. like Singapore Idol like that ! the atmosphere was so tensed ! had to go in by groups and she will get people to sing solo. OH GOD. had to do another audition. bummer. trying to insult my intelligent by saying what air-con. airy say airy lah. air-con air-con. &^%$ !!!

waited for band;s footdrill to end and went home. (: those stupid guys keep teasing me again and again. they are so sadist one ! see me so sad, like an enjoyment like that. XP had dinner at Macdonalds.

going out with Joyce.HuiXian.Lecia tmr ! (: new year clothes SHOPPING! we are going *dangle my fingers* SHOPPINGGGG !! heehee !!

my secret love

I need you by my side

telling me the stuffs I want to listen

I just don;t understand and maybe I never will
Time : 6.30 pm

woke up kinda too early for school today : 6.00am. and I kinda freaked out thinking that it was 7.00am and rushed like crazy. -.-" sm stupid ITE guys kept disturbing me when I was waiting. ARGH. kill them. was almost late for school ! but nicenice Ms Cheong [i AM surprised] let us in while those stupid goody 2 shoes prefects insisted of not letting us in. *stick my tougue out* na na nee boo boo !

had MTV session in the morning. so boring ! i was falling aslp, and my legs were totally numbed. nth much was discussed, and no changes was made. so much for our views. lessons were boring as usual. ChangGuangTong crapped throughout the whole period. he was the one who insisted that we have no more time to finish the sllybus and yet he WAS the one crapping and talking nonsensical stuffs that are totally unrelated to Chinese. btw, he loves comparing. bummer. SzeKeng bought chips! lol. KoonAnn and JunKai ate like pigs. =x

CheeChai [logan! =x] took my English TB once again. -.-" that stupid idiot never buy tb and now im sharing with him. LOL. POA was dumb. had to stay in the hall and listen to her craps before we can proceed. at least, she didn;t throw any unessesary tantrum today. lol. had Maths test. tough. i don;t even know what im doing. anyone from 4i/j is interested in taking Maths tuition with me?? i need a tuition partner ! haha~

Physics was dumb. hahaa ~ many had borrowed their testbooks from 4j and he;s checking ! boy, he;s smart. haha ~ i forgot whoese borrowed bk had Physics spelled wrongly as Phyics. LOL. so hilarious ! had lunch and went for POA, again. was better than the last other lessons as this was shorter and we were kinda free for more of the time. (:

went LJS with Joyce, Szekeng, Maggie. haha~ they kept bullying me ! and Joyce ended up wet. say JiaYang thr and he was all smuggy abt winning the match again. haha.

my mum;s new secretary is so... nt smart ! she dont even know how to copy and paste files. -.- i don;t even know why my mum bother hiring her, when her nice nice daughter is so smart. =x

oh no ! Chinese common tmr. wish u guys luck and to myself too ! (: must get A1 !!! *HAH !

why cant what they say be the truth ?

argh argh argh
Time : 9.45 pm

wednesday ! kinda forget what happen today. sleeping kinda washes away ur memory. lol. crapped around as usual for chinese. history was fun. lol. WeiZhen and KoonAnn kissed ! ahahaha ~ for the sake of $3 each. ahahaaha ~ it was sucha hilarious sight ! had assemply after that. Prefects; investiture ! Rex can dance well ! while the rest looked like idiots. lol.

choir after that. so boring !

i seriously forget what that had happened.

Jojo - My Secret Love

Boy you’re so hard to believe
Boy you’re so hard to believe

Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just a girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

In my dreams I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh you don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

[Bridge:]
What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don’t make sense to me
Cause I don’t have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain’t ok)
But ohh you don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love
Boy you’re so hard to believe

i cried ! lol.
Time : 8.30 pm

my first cry in 2oo5. shall talk abt it later !

school is boring. Mdm Wee scolded me during English. yaya ~ it;s a matter of life and death. Chemistry test was alright. hope that i can do well. =) had to get our F&N O Level Coursework paper. OMG ! it;s like, unbeliveable ! suddenly, I;m taking my O;s already. and now I;m getting started with my coursework. soon, I;ll be doing the actual thing. time flies neh ?

to think that I was sm nerdy Sec 1, 3 years ago. Admiring all the Sec 4 who seems to move around and talk to everyone with ease. all how they can always look so pretty, and that they are forever that popular. oh well, NOW IM ONE OF THEM ! =x okae , enough craps.

no comments abt the coursework, but abt the unity of my class. ARGH. only 5 went, including me for the first session, and everyone else gt the coursework, except for us. gt fed up with waiting, and so did my tummy, I went to canteen, and now smone else is saying that I had delayed the whole class time. wth.

had History test after that. bummer. I dont even know what I;m writing. POA was.. *snigger* she was so angry and I don;t even know the reason why. almost the whole class was standing for not knowing how to do sth that she hadn;t even taught. what are we supposed to do ? and after that she started bawling. oh god !

had CME after that. everyone started complaining to Ms Tay at the same time. I never knew our class felt so negative towards her. and it wasn;t just one group of people, it;s EVERYONE. woohoo ! Chinese after that. wahlao ! they bully me !! =(

KoonAnn kept hitting my head with the rolled-up vanguard sheet ! and I keep missing everywhr. AHHH !! ans that stupid Joyce kept pulling my vanguard sheet and started singing that carrot song. remember ? that song has a MTV when a granny started pulling a huge carrot and she cannot, so she ask her husband. but still cannot, so more people came to help. the song goes like," pa luo bo ~ hey yo hey yo ! pa luo bo ~" she keeps singing and asked "Kunda" over to help her. AHHH ! and KoonAnn took that chance to continuously hit my head. it was so hilarious lah ! I just kept laughing until my tears rolled off.

gee ! sm people really think that I am crying due to pain. -.- gosh ! do i look that weak !?

went KFC with HuiXian.Kelly after that due to hunger. haha ~ Amelia.Stefanie.Siewlin.HuiRu came over after that. HuiXian and I shared one 8 Bao He, while Kelly ate one herself. she was so funny lah. hahaha ~ had so much fun and laughter. no Joyce ! =( they went to play with paper boats at the foundtain. haha ~

choir tmr. *strangle myself

shameless people. throw all our faces away. do u really think that u all are cute in that way ?